salam aidiladha..

phew...pnat for today..tp,everything is done already.. wink2! happie!
btw,im currently dkt bahau now,my home shweet home..hurm,how i mish ma micasa..
but,normal raya only lol..mean,hari raya qurban is not beink celebrated in real big feast here.
not lyke the way i used to kt klantan dlu..maybe coz of d environment kowts..
but,its still raye kn? dpt coti,mkn2,seeing relatives,but mostly...
to pay a visit for ma late ibu.. its been 5 tymes i've been clbrating raya without her.huhuhu
how i mish her sho mush!!
ibu,
kaklang rindu tidow lewat dengan ibu,sbb mlm raya we gonna b bz..not juz bz cooking but,bz talking, 'bebel'ing me,and everything..mlm raya la tbe2,nk ubah deco,tkar langsir,sumer lah..ya,dulu me ade gak mcm nk mrh2 wat keje coz ngantok la konon.lgpon,maybe coz im sho lazy back then hahaha bcoz when we have 2 maid in our house since im growing up,it makes me sonok bg2 arahan n me lazy'ing around hahaha sungguh kurang sopan.but,when me n lil sis da big enuff,u stop hiring maid coz..
taraaa!
u've got ur own maid dah hahaha its me n my lil sis la..
tp,tuh tyme not matured enuff lg..ble tyme keep flies,we start 2 enjoyed it every minute we had..smpai xsedar da pg da pon.yelah,every raya,either along o angah akan smpai mlm raya.wud do u expect them 2 do,hahaha haruslah ai jd watak lelaki dlm family jap,bikin kerja berat with lil help from my sis n abah of coz hahaha..but,its ok coz ibu akan duduk kt kerusi tuh n borak2 with..how mish dat moment...
then,i mish ur cook ibu..ur the best chef eva..and glad i learn a lot from u,,of coz la,i nak kak ani sarip kn?
:) but,rilly thankful kaklang dapat belajar sumernya dari ibu.n for sure,im so proud fer beink ur daughter s well.n u noe ibu,sumtymes our family wud mish to have sumthing from all ur special signature dish,im happy i can make it fer them,u noe y? coz ur recipe is always full with love,and thats d best meal ever..i always remember,first tyme ever i try to cook without u knowing it..i tot wanna give u a suprise..but,it turn out tunggangtebalik hahaha..i nk buat cucur udang,but,dgn konfidentnyer pg goreng mcm jemput pisang hahaha i xpick up those fritter smpai la all burnt already hahaha (hey,wud do u expect,im 10yrs dat tyme,then in my mynd wus,jmput pisang kaler die gelap sket)hahahaha tuh yg smpai hangus trus tuh.
but,as im growing,im learning more,even till now,i keep learning..
but,d real thing is ai mish u beink around... i wish u can be watching tv when i smpai rumah every weekend, or,ur sleeping when i sneak into ur toilet during midnyte..i miss all dat..mish to have u here,in our home..but,ur calm there,its peaceful,and im glad u've been taken good care there..al-fatihah ibu,moga ibu tenang n damai kat sana..da banyak pengorbanan yang arwah ibu da buat selama ini,kaklang hargai setiap ape ibu bagi,so,setiap pengorbanan ibu tidak akan disiakan.pengorbanan ibu n abah towards our family,xdapat kaklang fikir bagaimana atau apa..its huge enuff,how u brought our family together..all i noe,abah n ibu always yg terbaik dlam hidup kami..segala pengorbanan kalian tak mampu dibalas dengan juz saying thank you..coz its obviously much3 more valueable in lyfe...
so,if u still have ur parent around,ur lucky...but,share ur love wit them,caring about,pay a visit even once for a while,coz they dunt rilly want ur money..they wont begged u giving them wealth lyfe coz having child for them is more than enuff,that joyful moment will always be in their heart.
when ur big enuf,doesnt mean u can put them aside,they want u to be there,showing how much u care,u love them..and they didnt ask much,juz a piece of ur remembrance.. coz,ive seen once tears n sorrow in parent eyes when they noe they have their own child,but,they wonder where are they now..y?where?when?how?what? all those question gonna be with them 4 all d tyme..
but,im glad n thankful tho,i manage to be by her side before she left us forever..i always want to put smile on ur face,ibu.
alhamdulillah,i wuz given those chances.
last but not least,im not good either but i'm learning thru experience..just love ur parent,no matter wud,during after lyle tyme,o whenever,da tertulis that they ur parent forever..love them selagi mereka masih ada..even i just ada abah now,i'll try to make him happy n feel better,my late ibu is always beink in me,in my tiny little heart that alive bcoz of them... :)

so,back to topic,wud lyke to wish salam aidil adha everyone,sucikan hati n diri,hari mulia,semoga segala pengorbanan dan segala kebaikan diperolehi dan diberkati.slam...
btw,tomorrow my abang will blik,so we can beraya bersama-sama la..n my new member in family jugak..me stepmum hurm.................will learn pasal ni later hahaha
daa~