is there mr sum body??

hehehehe
yesterday, me n my sista blik kl again after da coti beraya for 4 days kn..
blik la truskn rutin harian mcm biase blik hehehe

ya allah,jalan jem mcm hape,,nk blh smpai seremban fwon bahau pon da amik mase more than 3 hours huhuhu
kejang b****t cheq kt dlm tuh taw hahahaha tp,actualy,both us xde lah noticed sgt,coz,we oll blh dikatakn tidow almost all the tyme during journey tuh

hahahahahaha smpai2 seremban pon da almost 6pm,gosh!! ppl ramai giler kt komuter tuh,huhuhu
napewlah xblik ngn along jew smlm huhuhuhu tp,nk wat cmnerkn..truzknlah jugak,memikirkn isnin kna kerja kn...

so,i reached kl sntral almost 8pm olredi.huhuhu pnat,starving semua ade mase tuh..then,lpak kt warong kite jap,sending sum file 2 my client..(aduh,tyme wa coti raye,n last2 minit lu mintak file,ayooooo...) xpew2,smbung blik,hahahaha da anta file tuh kt die,ai sambung la on9 sekejap kn..lgpon sebetolnyer mmg da ade jnji ngn my fwen nk hang out together mlm tuh hahaha
alang2,tggu kt kl sntral je lah :P

so,mereka smpai pon da dlm kul 10++,juz borak2 jew 4 a while..

then,lapar la plak kn. all of us pon bergerak la p mkn kt ani sup utara kt platinum walk dpn danau kota tuh hahahaha

as usual,najib akan mkn nasik wif sup dgg n perut n hanor makan sup ekor hahaha
as 4 me? i mkn mihun sup jew hahahaha

haip..haip..i told u da kn,i xmoh mkn nasik mlm2 k hahahaha
pas da knyang mkn tuh,we olss xtaw nk plan ape lg da,so,anor as mr-addicted-2-karok of coz la ajak karaoke lg hahahaha so,najib make a call jap ajak hiz fren,hisham if i not mistaken with his gf to karok along hehehe tp,huhuhu

terlewat booking sudeh,xsmpat la nk karoks2 mlm tuh hahahahaha
pdn muke kowg! wawawa dahla,tyme tuh hanor n najib da perasan sore masing2 sedap nk p testing out ni hahahaha

end up,lpak kt McD jew..hahaha blik large fries 5 set,mkn ramai2 hahahaha
sonok pew mkn cmtuh,lgpon td nk mkn nasik,xkn mau mkn brat2 lg kn
hehehe

lpak2,borak2,xsedar tyme running..chehh,relax r,gelap ag..
sekali,ambik ngko,kul 5 pg dah!! hahahahaha menggagau sekejap,pkir blh ke g keje sok,aduh,nantok kew kt opish sok hahahaha

so,around 530,they sent me homme,lpaz tuh dorg shoot pi umah safuan lak,coz najib will be attending job interview lusa katenya.. mayb stay at safuan's for few days la..

im wondering,by the tyme im writing ni,msti korng2 ngah tidow lg kn???
kuang jaq nii!! hahahahha
p/s: gmbar2 ketika kejadian will b upload later k.tatata

inilah mista-giler-karok tuh hahaha n sum one yg xpat dikenal pasti hahaha

last eid adha,,,

at first,dorang semua plan not coming back fer diz eid adha.but,then,
they manage 2 balik kampung!!!

even lmbat sket la hahah but,it still in raya mood ryte.
angah n family sampai ptg raye tuh,eh,nope..mlm raye dah..
then,esoknyer tuh along blik plak..owhh,how ai mish my bdk2 musyook tuh sumer :P
hepie,hepie pat beink wit them..

eventho xbyk sgt gmbar beink capture diz raya,its ok then coz at least i can have all my family mmber gather altogether except sum of them la..(how i dissapointed on them..phew)
so,during hari raya tyme,my stepmum buat nasi dagang without my help,hahaha
gosh,im damn shleepy..pemalas mode tibe2..

but,then,i mange 2 siapkn nasi impit gak,n get everything ready on d table..
after perform semayang raya,we had our breakfast together,just me,ma abah,ma stepmum n ma sista jew.. knyang plak mkn pg2 ni huhuhu

so,after dat,kami straight away headed pg kubur arwah ibu,how i mish u bu,kaklang rindu ibu..
bersihkn rumput2 sikit then,bacakan yasin for her,and having a moment of sentimental tyme 4 a while.. sob..sob..sob...

so,memandangkan raya qurban is not beink celebrate terlalu meriah, ai xtaw nk buat apew,just get onto bed,on aircond,hahahaha
amik ko,tetidow smpai kul 4 trus hahahaha

but,my auntie2 plak dtg,kna la trun entertain,treat them,borak2 for a while,n mkn2 sket gak la hehe..

then,my angah telefon,kate dorang da on the way plak n want 2 have dinner kt rumah.ape lagi..
my abah cpat2 suh ai bersiap pg pasar grab bahan2 yang mahu dijadikan korban pada mlm ituh

hahaha as usual,abah mmg suke request thai style food,since angah pon okay with it so,
their maid cute-chef-in-d-houze pon pg la besilat kt dapor nuh hahaha

ikotkanlah ikot permintaan abah kn,masaklah ape yg die nk mkn hehehe
so, mangsa utama malam ituh is

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taraaa!

no,no,bkn org yg pgg ikan tuh k,org itu ialah pemangsa sbenarnyer :P

lil-chef-in-action.. wawawawa
candid capture by my sista,die mmg cmtuh,tlg ai wat kecoh2 jew kt dapor hahaha
but,she can b a gewd helper sumtyme..wink2
so,da pnat besilat mlm tuh..
i manage to siapkan all d dish hahaha (i mmg prefer masak2 sowg coz i'll be semak 2 many hands kt dapor t hehehe)

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:P
just simple dish for our family dat nyte.. i cook bakchoy wif anchovies..
tempe..i didnt eat tempe,neither do abah ai,tp,my sista love it a lot!!!! sjak die blaja kt uia,n arwah ibu pnah la ajar die mkn diz tempe,she;s addicted to diz sgt2.. terkejut ai die abezkn 2 packet 2 juz by herself hehehe
and the,our mangsa utama mlm tuh.. hahaha
i bwat siakap steam jew,easier n cepat dimasak hahaha c-chef-pemalash-lipash ni juz steam it with ginger,garlic,thai chillies,n lemon jew hahahaha

but,it turn out so well,licin la pinggan tuh lpas tuh kn hahahaha
so,everybody tidow dlm kekenyangan dat nyte..hehehe

btw,ade gak gmbar lauk lain,but,xsmpat nk capture plak huhuhu ma stepmum ade wat ayam merah as well :))
p/s; gmbar adelah gelap..tuh jew nk bgtaw..
so,tamat kisah raya tahun ni..

btw,kami xserve lemang coz we made ketupat palaz diz tyme..wink..wink...
conclusion is...

kenyang perot suka hati,
selamat hari raya dri tuan blog hehehe

windu mereka juga..di hari raya

owh..saya rindu bantal busyuk saya ini biler hari raya..
maklang windu farah n daniel la...mereka xpat pulang raya sho,nnty mau pg rumah mereka lah.lalalala
ini chenta hati saya,i loff them muchoo..

my bby galn bby boy,our kas,n my lil sis @ zoo negara

my pumpkim bby..hey lil bby,maklang 've been watching u dari tecik smpai now taw,babysit u sumtyme,n u shud noe how mush i loff u.muaahh
adik,,,chicky yet talkative,my luvly baby boy... maklang syg adik taw,t maklang dtg blikan kete mainan yg adik nak tuh k?
kete wane kunin kn,kn adik kn?
hehehe

me loff them~
loff~~
loff~~~~~
loff~~~~
loff~~~~

n last but not least d sharif's sista aka their comeyl luvly auntie..
owh,gambar yg maseh normal..hahaha
sebelom they turn into

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hahahahaha

now they're alien auntie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahaha
salam aidiladha everyone!!! happie raya day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*psst,im mishing sum one s well..no,not d ppl dlm ini gambar sume lah..
hey,u..u noe who u r kn,coz i noe u read it now... wish to raya @ ur place tuh tp jauh la..
[hint..hint..kereta d atas] hakhak

salam aidiladha..

phew...pnat for today..tp,everything is done already.. wink2! happie!
btw,im currently dkt bahau now,my home shweet home..hurm,how i mish ma micasa..
but,normal raya only lol..mean,hari raya qurban is not beink celebrated in real big feast here.
not lyke the way i used to kt klantan dlu..maybe coz of d environment kowts..
but,its still raye kn? dpt coti,mkn2,seeing relatives,but mostly...
to pay a visit for ma late ibu.. its been 5 tymes i've been clbrating raya without her.huhuhu
how i mish her sho mush!!
ibu,
kaklang rindu tidow lewat dengan ibu,sbb mlm raya we gonna b bz..not juz bz cooking but,bz talking, 'bebel'ing me,and everything..mlm raya la tbe2,nk ubah deco,tkar langsir,sumer lah..ya,dulu me ade gak mcm nk mrh2 wat keje coz ngantok la konon.lgpon,maybe coz im sho lazy back then hahaha bcoz when we have 2 maid in our house since im growing up,it makes me sonok bg2 arahan n me lazy'ing around hahaha sungguh kurang sopan.but,when me n lil sis da big enuff,u stop hiring maid coz..
taraaa!
u've got ur own maid dah hahaha its me n my lil sis la..
tp,tuh tyme not matured enuff lg..ble tyme keep flies,we start 2 enjoyed it every minute we had..smpai xsedar da pg da pon.yelah,every raya,either along o angah akan smpai mlm raya.wud do u expect them 2 do,hahaha haruslah ai jd watak lelaki dlm family jap,bikin kerja berat with lil help from my sis n abah of coz hahaha..but,its ok coz ibu akan duduk kt kerusi tuh n borak2 with..how mish dat moment...
then,i mish ur cook ibu..ur the best chef eva..and glad i learn a lot from u,,of coz la,i nak kak ani sarip kn?
:) but,rilly thankful kaklang dapat belajar sumernya dari ibu.n for sure,im so proud fer beink ur daughter s well.n u noe ibu,sumtymes our family wud mish to have sumthing from all ur special signature dish,im happy i can make it fer them,u noe y? coz ur recipe is always full with love,and thats d best meal ever..i always remember,first tyme ever i try to cook without u knowing it..i tot wanna give u a suprise..but,it turn out tunggangtebalik hahaha..i nk buat cucur udang,but,dgn konfidentnyer pg goreng mcm jemput pisang hahaha i xpick up those fritter smpai la all burnt already hahaha (hey,wud do u expect,im 10yrs dat tyme,then in my mynd wus,jmput pisang kaler die gelap sket)hahahaha tuh yg smpai hangus trus tuh.
but,as im growing,im learning more,even till now,i keep learning..
but,d real thing is ai mish u beink around... i wish u can be watching tv when i smpai rumah every weekend, or,ur sleeping when i sneak into ur toilet during midnyte..i miss all dat..mish to have u here,in our home..but,ur calm there,its peaceful,and im glad u've been taken good care there..al-fatihah ibu,moga ibu tenang n damai kat sana..da banyak pengorbanan yang arwah ibu da buat selama ini,kaklang hargai setiap ape ibu bagi,so,setiap pengorbanan ibu tidak akan disiakan.pengorbanan ibu n abah towards our family,xdapat kaklang fikir bagaimana atau apa..its huge enuff,how u brought our family together..all i noe,abah n ibu always yg terbaik dlam hidup kami..segala pengorbanan kalian tak mampu dibalas dengan juz saying thank you..coz its obviously much3 more valueable in lyfe...
so,if u still have ur parent around,ur lucky...but,share ur love wit them,caring about,pay a visit even once for a while,coz they dunt rilly want ur money..they wont begged u giving them wealth lyfe coz having child for them is more than enuff,that joyful moment will always be in their heart.
when ur big enuf,doesnt mean u can put them aside,they want u to be there,showing how much u care,u love them..and they didnt ask much,juz a piece of ur remembrance.. coz,ive seen once tears n sorrow in parent eyes when they noe they have their own child,but,they wonder where are they now..y?where?when?how?what? all those question gonna be with them 4 all d tyme..
but,im glad n thankful tho,i manage to be by her side before she left us forever..i always want to put smile on ur face,ibu.
alhamdulillah,i wuz given those chances.
last but not least,im not good either but i'm learning thru experience..just love ur parent,no matter wud,during after lyle tyme,o whenever,da tertulis that they ur parent forever..love them selagi mereka masih ada..even i just ada abah now,i'll try to make him happy n feel better,my late ibu is always beink in me,in my tiny little heart that alive bcoz of them... :)

so,back to topic,wud lyke to wish salam aidil adha everyone,sucikan hati n diri,hari mulia,semoga segala pengorbanan dan segala kebaikan diperolehi dan diberkati.slam...
btw,tomorrow my abang will blik,so we can beraya bersama-sama la..n my new member in family jugak..me stepmum hurm.................will learn pasal ni later hahaha
daa~

monday outing :P

Diz happen a few days back.hahaha mcm la lamer sgt dah.
btw,sumtyme i rilly2 glad they created facebook. yup,i noe,its kinda melekakan with all those application n blablabla..
but,need to accept it gak,coz i blh jmpew most of my childhood friends there.happy sangat!!
my long lost friend yang i grew up with back then kt kelantan.gosh,dat wus long2 ago gak la..
coz d moment i pndah n9,my number change several tymes so,we cudnt get cnnected dah la kn.
they just mishing in action but,i still remember them in my heart la kn.
nak dijadikan cerita,suddenly terpikir nk search name dorg thru find fb engine.
yeayy!! found them! sho shuke!! bling2!!hahahaha
and its fun to get to noe each other more after beink ilang for almost 10years.. huh,how i mish those momento.. :P
so,last monday,suddenly my old classmate turned to be in kl for a day..since we've been missing in action for a long long tyme ago,we decide to meet up lah hahaha
but,still dat sunday i cudnt get tyme to jmpe syafrie..lgpon,he's in kl sekejapan bangat.sowie,t ko naek kl lg,bgtaw k? we'll arrange another appointment...hahaha mcm jmpew client lak...
but then,on monday..the deal is on..so,we guys plan jmpew kt klsntral coz that d easiest meetpoint from my office la wakakaka (hey,im not malaz pg jauh2 ok,kl sntral blh la kn?)

jeng!

jeng!

jeng!

so,i manage to jmpe die almost 6pm..hahaha najib,my oldfriend from syp..
he used to be lyke ppl-dat-i-hate kt skewl dulu ar.hahaha
die pengawas n kinda cocky ok,ala2 poyo la gak.. konon zaman kanak2 nk membesar,kan rase mcm bgus jew alwiz hahahaha (oopsie,sowie terkutuk plak)
OMG!! he's change ok? he used to be a bit skinnier before haha but,now,owh,ok,ppl grew up ryte?normal lah tuh hahaha
but,then,we can be friend dah la now..hahaha nmpk sgt x matured tyme sekolah dulu hahaha
nk gadoh for reason of nothing...aduuh,lawak jew.. he's not alone..die dtg with hanor@pok no haha i remember diz guy,dlu die pndah,ske wat mke ketat,da r bdn bsar n tggi..ai takots taw hak3
but,without noticed..tyme does flies kn..people we used 2 know tyme kecik,sdar2 now we both da lain.matured enuff dah.. n its rilly fun to lpak now after long tyme beink ilang..
storie kisah2 zaman sekolah,silly thing back then,all those memory suddenly appear so we can laugh about,gossiping about 2gether hahaha...its fun sgt..how i wish i cud meet all of them again..if u guys in kl,for sure i nk gak jmpe hahaha
so, 3 of us, eh no..4 of us (coz hanor bring his bro along) meet up,chatting for all d tyme dat day..
then,bcoz najib bru paz habiz his interview,he's kinda lapar la plak..
so,we straight away headed to taman melawati n had nasi ayam hainan there.yummyyyy!! but,i've choose meehun instead..hehe eventho i always in love with their ciken rice,but, no no no( smbil geleng pale)...mlm2 xmoh la mam masik huhuhu
but,rugi lak,gmbar2 sume kt kamera hanor n najib ..xpew2,t ai suh dowg email t i edit jew kt cni..
hurm,bijak,bijak.... :))
no,no...cite xabez ag..hahaha lpaz mkn @ taman melawati tuh.. blh plak hanor ajak g karaoke hahaha ai segan la karaoke ni,slalu nyanyi sowg2 dlm toilet je hahaha
tp,since its kinda little reunion kn, we olls grak la ke wangsa walk..so,karaoke'ing kt sane.. hahaha ai da la xpndai sgt lagu2 band mlayu lame n sum lagu yg dorang plih tuh hahaha
layankn jew la kn.. woo,hanor mmg giler ar,die n farid(if ai xsalah,name die farid) hehehe dorg nyanyi lagu sume hi-note.. yang najib lak,cant singing 2 much coz of sore throat haha
lgpun,die not so well katenya..pnat coz travelling non-stop-sgt and pning after interview hehehe
so,ai pon juz nyanyi 1 lagu jew,hahaha but,its seronot hanging around ngn old buddies kn,xsedar tyme da kul brapew pon..so,hope t dpt reunion ramai2 plak,msti happening :p
lpas abez karaoke session tuh around 10pm asenya.. we guys singgah tymes square jap..
ya,ya,,its close olredi..tp,we went there sbb we

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mau nonton ini movie!!!!!

A CHRISTMAS CAROL!!!! sonok!sonok!
and we watched it in 3D okayy..sonok giler... their 3D nampak real sangat.. as u noe,d storie is about uncle scrooge yang sangat2 lah kudukut hahaha n die xsuke nk clebrate cristmas,xmoh tlg2 org,kinda mean n selfish if i cud say...tp,mase die wuz brought away by fairies, by soul tuh..besh sgt their visualization hahaha tmbah2 i always love jim carrey's movie n kinda cartoon o fairytale stowie ni kn ,for sure xmoh tlepaz tgk kn? :p
so,d movie abez around 1++ am dah..so, they sent me homme la afte dat..
(iyelah,da kul bwape kn,ai ni mcm xkeje plak esoknyer,xsedar diri btol ;p hahaha tp,ended up i blik pon xtidow gak smpai pg tuh hahahaha)
so,selepas antar me pulang,d guys sumer actually continue their travel..mlm tuh jugak blik pahang tuh..
uishh,x leteyh ka hangpa oghang ni? hahaha but,glad 2 noe u guys da reached safely pown..
tp,wud i can say..its happie that i can meet u guys again,t we gather2 lg ramai la plak k?
wink2! shuke cheq...
so,dats d end for dat monday :) i'm having fun, enjoyable tho ,and pazni if trun kl,contact2 la yea..blh meet up lg.
btw,ade 2 pic ni jew dkat i,xpew,t ade photo lain t i upload lg la =>

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* captured by hanor,hahaha cpat bg gmbr lain plak weyyy!
short note: knape gmbr ni jew,yg lain,owg laen maner?

begitulah kesah hari isnin saye bersama kawan2 lame saya @ kuala krai dlu...
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fRienDs..for lyfe

kenape saya suke kawan saya??
saya suke kawan saya sebab dorang always ade ngan saya,making me happy,share my pain n sorrow,doink almost everything together.
tak dinafikan,dlam banyak2 kawan slama i hidop,not sume gonna b my BFF yang i taw blh share everything in the real way..lyke their happinez is myne,my happinez is theirs,so, xkesahlah happi kew,sdeyh kew,giler kew,bangang kew,everything yg we shared with tuh make us more closer.sebab tuh syg sayang sumer kawan2 saya.xkesah la my childhood frenz kew,skolah kew,ipt kew,as long u get d title,i will always remember u guys n deep inside,i noe how much me loff them.they color my life spanjang i hidup ni,ajar i meaning of friendship,trust,loyalty,n lots more actually.
since i wuz born,my late ibu,abah n family is my friend,when i step into kindergarten..
i still remember,i blajar kt tabika kemas keretapi kuala krai since 3yrs old-6yrs old..hahaha
i buat tadika tuh mcm umah sndiri coz tuh adik angkat arwah ibu,name die cikgu ros,kak ni,mish them sumtyme (i pray for their health n happinez all d tyme)..
then,masuk sekolah rendah,sek ren keb sultan yahya petra 1,also in kuala krai..
ive been there since stndrd 1-6.lots n lots of memories there,rilly mish all those kind.
maybe coz now i realize,im a bit older as tyme flowing kn..
so,every moment ive been thru before make me realise,im thankful to have all those memoria.
then i jd student smk syp 1 lak fer 2 n half year before pndah smkdm,negerisembilan huhuhu
at first,i bnci sgt kna pndah,leaving my friends behind,coz i knew i need to start a new environment all over again huhuhu
but,its still ok,i manage to be there till finish my spm hahaha
smpai la i start blajar kt cni, i knal mcm2 org,byk2 kwn,which i kinda lyke it.
mase i kat unikl,u guys rock my world!!
same goes to u miimians!
mwah..
experience teach us on lyfe kn?so,i ge it thru friendship.
im so thankful to have all my friends to b by myside,all the way thru.
u've teach me more,giving me more,rilly brighten up my life,
sum how deep inside i wish i cud brighten all my friend's lyfe too.
insyaallah..
dedicated diz poem to let u guys noe how much i appreciate u guys in ma lyfe.
much love~

I was sitting here thinking
of the words I want to say,
but they just wouldn't come out right
so I found a different way

I got a piece of paper
and I wrote this poem for you,
but there's no way to thank you
for everything you do

For always being nice to me
and staying by my side,
for helping fix my problems
and never leaving me behind

For accepting my thoughts and feelings,
though you do not understand,
for never giving up on me
and being my best friend

For making me laugh
and letting me cry
and saying you'd miss me
if I were to die

Everything you mean to me
you could never know
In all the ways you've changed my life
I could never show

The way you take care of me,
you're my shining star
and though it's so incredible
that's just the way you are

Before I get too mushy
it's time for me to go,
but before I leave this ink-filled page
there's one thing you should know

As long as we are living,
no matter when or where,
if you ever need me
just call and I'll be there

I'll climb a thousand mountains
and swim a thousand seas
anything to be there
'cause you've been there for me

midnyte with me buddies

last friday, we did plan nk having gals day out..
no,its not kuar pg,shopping,mkn,ngorats2 etc tuh pon..
hahaha
3 of us kuar pon da quite lmbat,around 1++ am dah,
we reached there alomst at 2am.hahahaha
dat tyme ppl shud be sleeping da kn? ayoyo...
so,kami berjimbagedumbek di

jeng jeng jeng!
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Rainforest B0rneo Sunway..
chilling around with music,chatting,gossiping haha
normal gal laa.
owh,
gosh,that band singer...
nope,he's not dat handsome,bald kinda cute,but,
im flew away coz die nyanyi lagu SEMPURNA tuh beshh gilerr.
much2 more better than original singer k,kinda soulful n mesmerizing ok?
besh jew,,
so,as we gals yag ala2 single ladies ni mulalah..
kn besh ade bf cmtuh,can sing a song,mcm dedicated it specially for me,
with his not-to-husky-but-perfect-tone towards me
hahahaha
yup,brangan jew lah kn..tp,if its 4 real,i think its awesome hahaha
ala2,marc anthony nyanyi lagu "my baby you" (luruh jantung i k,sentap coz its lovely..kinda romantic-yet-memorable sgt2..)hurm,beshnyer..(imagine me ngah snyum sowg now,thinking mr somebody dedicated song 4 me)hahahaha giler!
ok,dah2..regards dat nyte,we ended up blik umah at 4++am sudeh huhuhu shleepy but,rilly having fun dat nyte.
me buddies,thanks fer d nyte,its awesome n glad to having u around :) wink2!
so,adekah i akn giler nk dgr his voice lg?
hahaha adekah aku akan pergi lg ni?? wondering2,hurmmmmmmmmmmmm
xpew2,tunggu jew lah cmner nnty.
so,blik umah,maen macpie jap,then tidow~
esoknyer i bgn lambat uolls,kalolah kt umah abah,sah2 aku da kna pkik hahaha
psst* btw,there's 1 kewl guy we accidently met that nyte..n coz of him,me buddies anjurkan perang tarik2 wambot ok
hahaha sho shweet...
[oopsie,not 2 much pixca were taken,so,myb anotehr entry will have :P]
daa.

a tRip d0Wn t0 aiSLe..

perghh,tajuk xhingat.. mcm serius2 je.
tahun ni,i reach 24yrs already. some ppl think its suitable tyme if i want to settle down.
kadang2 memang agak rimas bila everyone nk tanya soalan2 yang same,berkias2..
aduuhh,poning den nk jawab.

" eh,kaklang,bila lg nk kawen?"
"si anu(bkn name sbnar) kawan ko tuh da beranak 2 da,ko bile lg?"

xpun,
trus serang abah, tanya bila anak diew ni nk kawen
hahahaha
kelakar ok,sbb kawen is not easy for me.
bukan xpnah pkir nk kawen tp,bila difikirkan balik..
"sedia ke if i nk kawen?"
"blh kew i jlnkn tggjwb s isteri nnty?"
too many things across my mind bila sebut pasal kawen..

kahwin...perkahwinan...
dua perkataan tuh sebenarnya da bawak maksud yang cukup berat,dalamnyer mesti ade trust, love, give n take, tanggungjawab, hormat-menghormati, even sbenarnye banyak lagi bnda yang mesti diambil kira bila seseorang tuh da amik keputusan tuk having commitment.
atau,maybe aku yg takotkn komitmen?huhuhu
mungkin juga..
aku jadikan keluarga sendiri sebagai contoh,means org yang paling dekat dan aku boleh nampak setiap perkembangan hubungan tuh ataupun if any obstacle atau problem yang dowg lalui.bukanlah aku prejudis towards family sendiri,tp,apa yang kita nampak itulah akan bagi impact dalam diri kita. walau xbanyak tapi mesti akan ada segaris dua.
aku takutkan komitmen..aku belum sedia..melihatkan abang2 aku membuatkan aku ragu2 untuk amik keputusan yang sama.
keputusan yang akan buang status bujang dalam hidup aku.
gosh,ape yang im mumbling ni..
y suddenly i want to write about diz.maybe coz of the drama ive been watching lately
hahahaha emo giler
so,kesimpulannye..i'm scared of commitment.
hahaha ckp panjang2 lebar,tuh jew conclusionnyer?
bedd is having mental block now :P

tp,i still ade impian.
i nak happily married with person yg i taw akan jage i seumur hidup,loving me,willing to break thru anything,when i say anything,means,its rilly everything.
*bedd,tlg la,jgn wat ayat klamkabot hahaha
kadang2 i terpikir,y my brother marriage doesnt look lyke as our parent?
then i realize,nobody gonna be same. but,deep inside, i wish i can have experience just lyke my ibu n abah.

[i pnah kemas rumah once,clearing store etc. then,i found 1 decorative box in torn black plastic.
at first i wus curious coz,
wud the hell is dat?? terkejut ok tibe2 jmpe kotak n plastik itam huhuhu
then, when i open it..
i wuz suprise.it's full with my late ibu n abah's love letter..not directly jiwang2 surat la,
tp,they make sure to write 2 each other every week or once a month.. from the letter only i discover, after my along wuz born,
they lived separately due of working purpose. so,in the postcard, they gonna talk bout baby progress,how they miss each other and lots more.]

my abah n late ibu not-so-romantic-type but, we noe how much they love each other.
quarrel sumtyme,but thats asam garam rite.
like p.ramlee always said.. sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit in movie '3 abdul' if i not mistaken..hehehehe
shoo,i love watching all hiz movie,okay?
so,berbalik kt hal tadi,(me mmg suke menyimpang jauh dri topic normally kn :)
abah n ibu share almost everything together. for me,they r d most perfect couple 4 me.
(ya,i noe..every child gonna think same bout their parent,but,dunt forget,there still bunch out there who still cant get chances to have real family love)
dats y im lucky coz berpeluang to experienced it.
n i love my parent a lot,eventho ibu da pergi..
i still can see tears in abah eyes once in a while when he sat down alone.
ya allah,syukur aku padamu..berikan kami kesempatan untk berada dalam lingkungan kasih sayang ibu.memberi kami pengalaman paling bermakna sepanjang hayat ibu.kami redha ibu pulang ke pangkuan-mu.kerana kamu menyayanginya dan pasti melindungi dia,merahmati rohnya,tempatkan dia di kalangan umat2mu yang beriman,jauhkanlah dia dari seksaan nerakamu,alfatihah...

finally,to complete my entry.hehehe
im not to fussy or too choosy tp, i just want 2 find my soulmate that rilly suit me. n i taw, tuhan dah ciptakan semua umatnyer berpasangan. dats y i percaya one day,my companion will come so i can upgrade myself to extend to another level.
hahaha mcm main game lak,ade level2..
i noe im not perfect,dats y i gonna need u to completed me.. just lyke my abah completed my late ibu's lyfe.
ermm,is it too much im asking? x kn?haha tp,mmg sume orang ade dream,just tgk whether we can achieve it or not jew kn..i hope i can reach myne..insyaallah..
so,skank sy mau truskan aktiviti mencari org seswai tuk me 4 d whole lyfe hak3
tata!

new day..

i believe everything happen 4 a reason.
no matter how much he loves me or how much he mean to me..
but still,if there's maseh xde strong bounding between..
maybe xde jodoh lah tu..
sumtyme,when im sitting by myself, i realize i cant cope wit person dat cant accept me as who i am.
or,is it too little tyme for us to knoe each other?
i dunt know..
but,for now,i'll let tyme decide. anything best that Allah s.w.t da tentukan for me,i'll just wait n see.maybe i just have 2 be sabar n the tyme will come. :P
for now,im heppy beink myself,over n over again.hehehe
que sera sera,wud will be,will be..
so,enjoy my lyfetyme la sambil tuh.hak3
the end.

....blurry....

lots to write but no mood..
guess those moody n lazyy cloud still in my brain.
arghhhhh....