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ADELE - SOMEONE LIKE YOU LYRICS

2011-11-12T21:45:00.000+08:00

MasterChef Malaysia

2011-11-06T16:46:00.000+08:00

mAsterchef malaysia...

2011-10-25T13:05:00.002+08:00

hahaha..i'm back after being silent for a while.. jangan lupa tonton masterchef malaysia yang pertama di astro ria,9pm!!

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watch me and my friends dalam MCM!!!!!!!!!

xoxo

breathles~~~~~~~~~~~~currently ari2 nk dengar

2011-09-05T00:46:00.000+08:00

Shayne Ward - Breathless Lyrics

If our love was a fairy tale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we'd say I do

And if we had babies they would look like you
It'd be so beautiful if that came true
You don't even know how very special you are

[Chorus]

You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I'm thankful for the life we've made

And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don't even know how very special you are

[Chorus]

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You're like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You're something special
I only hope that I'll one day deserve what you've given me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life

[Chorus]

~spirit~ :)

2011-08-25T23:24:00.002+08:00

I'm not going to stress over you anymore..

It isn't worth it..

I tried to work something out,

but,

you just ignored it..

I'm not trying to say i don't want you,

because i definitely do..

All i'm saying is,

I'm done...done chasing after you..

if we meant to be,we meant to be...

insyaallah..

LO|VE.........

no tajuk~

2011-08-25T22:38:00.002+08:00

seem like raya is coming again..

almost a week left..

and,raya kali ni sangat berbeza..

berbeza dari segala aspek...

ada positive side..

and negative too..

tapi,itu mmg normal life,i guess..

ada pasang surut dalam hidup ni...

nak x nak kena redha and just hadapinya..

as for me,

banyak gila kerja nak dibuat back in ma hometown.. hahaha

menjadi bibik yang bertungkuslumus la kejap lepas nih..

phew...........

tapi,yang pasti,raya yang ini tinggalkan kesan dalam diri..sangat.............

gosh,i need to stop pikirkan cerita tuh..jemlaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

neway,another raya without IBU..

how i wish u still around.with me..with us..

kaklang sangat rindu ibu..sangat rinduuu..................

semua masih serba x kena..

tapi,

kaklang pasti ibu tenang kat sane...

*alfatihah*

cont later...

need to pack me stuffie now..

nite...........

teruk..............

2011-08-18T00:08:00.003+08:00

rasa sangat teruk..

macam-macam da jadi..

maybe cerita ni x boleh diselamatkan lagi...

mungkin silap i x pikir dalam-dalam..

maybe jugak silap u tanpa disedari..

maybe bagi u..

i da rosakkan semuanya..

maybe bagi u i xgune..

maybe bagi u i bodoh..

maybe i memang da musnahkan mood u..

maybe sume silap tuh dari i..

maybe semua yang jadi ni kesilapan terbesar bagi u..

maybe bagi u semua yang jadi xde kaitan dengan u..

maybe u boleh abaikan silap-silap dari u..

sebab bagi u..

u yang ter"perfect"..

xpelah...

terima kasih atas semua kebaikan u..

terima kasih atas semua keburukan u..

terima kasih atas pemerhatian u..

terima kasih untuk semuanya..

terima kasih banyak- banyak.. dari hati i yang perit..

eh..now i realize....

u never bother......................

thanks............

terima kasih...

2011-08-16T23:29:00.002+08:00

terima kasih kalian...

sebab buat mood aku sangat dingin...

sebab langsung tak membantu even mampu....

sebab menggunakan mata sebaiknya melihat aku....

sebab ada di sekeliling tanpa menyedari....

terima kasih sangat...

aku tetap senang hati...

bila moody,mood aku nak buat kerja jadi bertambah..

bila moody,kerajinan aku jadi terlampau...

bila moody,aku akan fokus tanpa peduli korang...

bila moody,kerja aku siap dengan cepatnya..

terima kasih..

terima kasih...

**nk lepas geram jap....

aAarrrgggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhdemmiitttttttttttttttttttt~

demmitlasumerkejeakuwatsumermelangoktengoktvingatumahniadaoranggajipesiotan~~

okay..dah lega..

phew!~

now boleh senyum balik,tersandar kekenyangan dengan nasik beriyani ayam..

yummssssssssssssss ~~(sis eim,pnjam ur TM jap hehehe)~~..

sambil layan cite fanboy & chumchum...

NITE......................

monkey biz------------------

2011-08-15T23:22:00.002+08:00

rasa nak minum kopi................

fresh iced coffee....

refreshing smell...............

hurrrrrmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm~~

yang terfikir sekarang ni just monkey mocha..........

banana+coffee+caramel+choc= yummeyh! (for me laa)

:))

pissed off coz until now still haven't watch Harry Potter yet.........

macam kena dapatkan own DVD je ni...jemmlaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

**eh,sugary...

monkey mocha is setaap kayh..

not monkey poop lah hahahaha

macam pnah rase je monkey poop tuh :p

dengkiiiiiiii**

x0x0

senyum~~~~~

2011-08-15T12:40:00.003+08:00

eventho so many things happen...

i'm glad to have them in life...

i'm blessed...................

thanks.....

-food lover-

Untitled~~~~~~~~~~~~

2011-08-14T01:16:00.003+08:00

...

sangat banyak benda jadi lately..... dunno where to start........

tapi,yang pasti..benda yang jadi tuh menyakitkan..

i wish otak nih boleh abaikan benda tuh seketika..

tapi,selagi otak,minda and badan ni bersatu...benda ni akan always difikirkan.

*****************

people says: "laughter is the best medicine"

macam mane i nak ketawa if ubat untuk i ketawa tuh xda??

macam mane i nak taw ubat tu bagus if ubat tuh i xtaw kt mane??

macam mane??

macam mane i nak dapatkan ubat tu balik??

macam mane i nak jumpe ketawa i semula??

so,maybe they can say laughter is the best medicine but, i still xboleh ketawa if ubat buat i ketawa is not with me,aite?

same gak when people says : "everybody makes mistake,coz nobody perfect"

i noe x semua orang dijadikan perfect tp,at least we did try rite..

sumtime when you meet somebody.. it makes you feel better coz u think both of u can make perfect companion...

but still...

tiap silap yang kite buat,can it be forgotten??

can it be forgiven??

tiap tindakan kita rasa betul,is it betol??

boleh ke ia diterima??

tiap tindakan we rasa perfect,is it really perfect??

or, just nice try??

bagi sesetengah orang,maybe akan ada peluang lain..

maybe ada yang xde langsung..

so,semuanya masih xpasti..

coz,rambut sama hitam,hati tetap lain-lain...

kadang-kadang otak ni selalu berfikir..

apa yang patut dibuat,

apa yang perlu dibuat,

apa lagi yang x sempurna,

apa lagi yang nak diubah/dibaiki,

sebenarnya terlalu banyak soalan nak dirungkai dalam hidup ni...

selagi diri masih bernafas, selagi tulah semua ni masih perlu diselesaikan...

semuanya macam teka-teki...

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sometime,i wish my mum was still here...

at least i got some one to share semua benda yang jadi and menghimpit jiwa i sekarang..

i ada some one yang boleh hugged me when i'm crying..

some one yang boleh dengar all my word ,trusting in me that i can get over it..

some one yang akan always be with me... when needed....

but,bile i duduk sendiri....

i taw dia xpernah jauh...

dia sentiasa by my side..

dengar semua luahan hati i..

being around during my sad,happy,precious or any moment..

dia sentiasa ada in me.............. always...........

and i ada mereka...

family i..

kawan-kawan i..

etc....

thankS..................

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*dear k.A,,eventho ur parent is not around..

they should be proud with you..

you did amazing already..

they never left you behind.. they always being there.. in your tiny lil heart..

with you..

for you..

maybe they wont coming back..

coz Allah already spared good place for them..

but,just believe in ur heart...

they always being there for u...

i noe its hard moment now, but you could bear with it..

coz you're not a quitter..

dont quit because of people that wanna let you down..

having tough time doesn't mean you failed already..

" Let go of the things that can no longer be fixed.
If you force to try to put them back, things will only get worse.
Holding on is being brave, but sometimes moving on makes you even tougher!"

i know word make it look simple than it thought..

so,fight for what you think was right..

people,things...keep coming and changing in life..

we have rite way to keep it still..

by making rite thing,rite decision in rite time...

you still have lovely people that care,love,etc surround you..

keep moving on.. okayh??

--by saying this to you..its motivated me as well..insyallah..things gonna b good--

------------------hugs!!-------------------------------------

so,

selagi mampu..

i nk keep trying my best,,

setelkan those puzzle,riddles,etc..............

sebab i do believe..

ur life could be ur best journey ever,

coz u play the whole role..

apa pun halangan and rintangan,insyaallah Allah tu maha adil...

semua yang jadi memang mengajar kita untuk teruskan hidup...

in the end...kita still kena hadapi every little things in life..

gotta stand strong...

i do hope i'm strong enough to face it... InsyaAllah...............

pray for me peeps..

LOVE............................................

another ramadhan..

2011-08-10T12:06:00.003+08:00

after sangat lama...baru sempat bukak blog ni balik...

gosh..ampuun blog.. ai bukan lupa,tp,xsengaje...

apapun,arini dah ari ke 10 berpuasa.. hope bulan puasa ni bawa keberkatan to all..insyaallah..and to me too,of course..

tapi,dalam bulan ni jugak la macam-macam jadi..maybe dugaan kot..

kadang-kadang,termenung sendiri.........bayangkan sebab kenapa,macammana, n so on..

honestly,aku xde jawapan tuk semua yang jadi sekarang..

jemmmmmmmmmmmlaaaaaaaaa....................

salam ramadhan peeps!!!!!!!!!

lil update fer 2011

2011-04-02T20:44:00.002+08:00

im still alive..hahaha alhamdulillah

even didnt update me lovie blogie for such a loooong tyme..

hectic changes in life maybe..

but,will be back soon...

a lot of thing i wanna jotted down in ma online diary...

sooner....

notes lintang pukang hehehe

2010-05-24T12:53:00.001+08:00

nothing much happen lately..

even sebenarnyer a lotts tp,hehehehe lupe nk jot down je..

so,once again..me write it randomly..

*last saturday 13 feb..

both me n mr loff,pg kedai dat afternoon..he cut hiz hair off!! hahaha bkn cut actualy tp,botakkan hiz kepala totally hahaha it wuz weird at first seink him botak for d first tyme hahahaha before diz,tgk dlm gmbar jew,when its lively..i wus lyke it gak actually :P blh gosok2 his kepala hahahaha (what a jahat gf btol)

but its suit him well..even he lyke him better without hair..selesa katanyer...

so,after done with hiz hair botak'ing process.. both us grak to KLCC plak..

bru noticed yang both us blom makan..so perot ni menyanyi2 sudeyh... mintak diisi lah kn..

so,as we turned up kt KLCC, we decide to have diz......

hehehehe we had lunch @ PIZZA HUT dat day..trying their new pizza sempena CNY tuh kn..

it wuz nice tho.. we ordered set for two,and it rilly full up our stomach hekhek kenyang sgt2,with its special topping..hurm,yummeyh tuna mixed with pineapple with their sauce n some prawn beink lay on top..kenyang2.....

sambil tuh we had diz for dessert....

Gelato ice-cream..sdapnyer..creamy full of choc!! hiz feveret......

he loooveesss chocolate sho much..

after done eating n ronda2 around KLCC,we make a move cause i've promise abah balik bahau dat week..yelah,kate cuti 4 hari xkan xbalik bahau plak kn..so,me gerak from kl ptg tuh,reaching bahau safely pon around 10pm sudeyh...sampai2,kepenatan me tdow saje hahahaha

* dat sunday,14 feb.....

me and abah pg kenduri kawen... ade 2 rumah sekaligus so we plan to jage hati tuan rumah,knalah jamah sikit2 mknan tuh..since ade knduri kawen,tidaklah i memasak ari ahad arituh hehe terselamat katenya...

tp,dat nyte me masak jugaklah for ma abah..we had sambal petai and sliced fish and oyster chicken and sum cabbages..masak sempoi2 je just for two of us kn..so,begitulah hari ahad sayer berlalu...

** nk gak menyelit nih.. as we know 14 feb iz called valentines day kn..but, we didnt celebrate it btw... so i guess valentines is not important day or date 2 b remembered by u kowts... cukup we noe we loff each other,every can be loff day much better :P**

* 15 feb,monday..not werking!!!!

yeayy!!!

dpt coti extra which is sho gewd,dpt rehat manyak2... ilangkan stress keje skit yang ade bertimbun dalam pale otak nih hehehe dat monday,me n abah kuar pg pasar but,still banyak kedai blom bukak..so,we just grab anything possible yang i nk gune coz he request sum kari tulang dat day..so,after bersilat for a while.... i manage to cook all the dish...n enjoy our lunch together ('',)...

did sum cleaning skit dat day...tp,cuace adalah terlampau panas lately....lpas me siap keje,purposely baring atas marble so,dptlah sejukkan badan jap...

btw,ptg tuh ade eksident happen kt simpang 3 jaln dpn umah weolls ptg tuh...diz indian guy kuar simpang tbe2,so kereta from other route tuh terbabas..nk ngelak katenya,tp terlanggar pokok palma dpn istana tuh.. yurp,dpn umah ai is istana persinggahan sultan n9... tup2,kete polis rupenyer..truk gak lah polis tuh,dah la dlm kete peronda tuh ade banduan bergari..nk pg anta mane ntah..mcm2 btol..after ambulans dtg,get everything cleared,injured person dihantar ke spital k.pilah.. ape jd kt indian guy yang langgar tuh xtaw la plak ai..

menempek nota...

2010-05-24T12:48:00.001+08:00

OH MY..MY..!

lamernyer xjenguk blog nih.. (untuk kesekian kalinya hehehehe)

pheww...memeang banyak nk tulis actually coz byk bnda keep happening in ma lyfe recently..juz xsempat nk update je...

so maybe i cant make it sekuel entry hehehehe

but,if sum activities xsmpat nk catit tuh,mahap la yer,ai cant help maself 2 ingat sumer gak kowts hehehe

*MaKan-mAkaN...b'Day aNa

mase 30/1 arituh bday adik mr. sumbody..so,we did plan lil suprise party for her..dah la mase tuh,ala2 moody, tp,since da janji,we go for it jugak hehehe... even manyak halangan dat day,luckily the party wus great indeed...

bayangkanlah,tyme nk gune bunch of money immediately tuh,blh plak kad bank mr.sumbody scratch out,langsung xblh gune...aduyaaaaaiiiiiiii..tension hokay? hahahaha

then,we get it fixed,bla,bla,bla...done!! blh la using cash dat tyme..petang tuh both s rushing p cri kek jap...survey2 punyer survey..we found one! yummeyh,white choco crunchy cake...shedap giler kek tuh.... :pp

then,bekejar lak nk pi UIA PJ amik adik diew yang lagi sowang...hehehehe memang sumer kejadian aritu is terkejar2 n spontaneus..lawak pown ade gak asenya hahahaha

sian mr.sumbody..tiring aite,dear?

paz amik dya,we drop by,bli kfc,sum small2 food yang lain gak..then..shoooooooooot... pegi shah alam.. hiz sista beink there coz still pursuing her degree @ UiTM nun di puncak perdana ke,puncak alam eyh?

actually,she doesn't noe at all we're comin over hahahaha coz kiteowang cam wat dunno jew bout her b'day.. but,it turn out so well..everything goink gewd,perot kenyang...lega coz job d0ne accomplished!! kekenyangan mkn ramai2,chatting around..knowing each other..its gewd....

as for me,this wud be second tyme me hanging around with hiz sista...maybe we've known each other since primarybut,its still not enough tho as the situation iz different now hehehehehe (ayat mcm xleyh blah je)

so,around 11pm tuh we amke a move,then,grak blik umah....

no..no..no... xsmapai umah trus pon hahahaha saje je singgah downtown jap pusing2..pekena charkueyteow Mali's jap,bru la both us get separated away hehehehe...

*mAkaN-mAkAN.....oPenHouZe anA

ingatkn session mkn2 da abez...upewnya blom lagi daaa...

since smlm da blik agak lmbat after d bday bash..maka,bangun pown automatically agak lamabat la kn hehehehehe bangun around 10++ asenya..dpt msg from ana lg.. 31/1 pg mkn2 umah diew plak,she's cooking today!!! ape lagi,xkn xpegi kn...rezeki katenya hek3

so,both us grak from houze around 5pm,hoping jalan x jammed,n manage 2 get there around 630pm...pheww...smpai jugak,coz it wus raining heavily dat day... so,i wus helping just a bit dat tyme,as they got it done already hehehe

sho pemalash lipash bedd nih...

so,kami mkn spageti,mushroom soup,garlic bread,we ad snacks as well.... mkn2,ckp2 lg...mkn2 lg.. hahaha kenyang sudeyh..so,we make a move around 8pm from their place....

p drp by dya kt UIA blik,then,me n mr.sumbody...pegi...

kAraOke!!!!!!!!

hahahahaha first,kiteowg pg wangsa walk nuh,tp..ya rabbi...penuhnyer...xkuase cheq nk beratur tunggu amik2 nombor aii..hehehehe pemalash giler...coz bayangkan lah..nom ngah di served now is 1176..tp,nombor we'olls dpt 1305.. i mean WTH?? lamer tuh nk melangok kt stu hahaha

so,we decide pg songbox yang kt AU2 tuh...luckily we manage 2 get a room,medium room with drinks n foods yang da ala2 abez tuh..hak3..

melalak la kiteorang berdua dlm tuh..ilangkan tensen katenya... tibe-tibe nk tensen plak yea?

so,gitewlah activiti we'olls mase ahad tuh..at 12am gak kowts bru reti blik umah huhuhuhu cowie bah,bkn slalu kaklang kuar kn?kn? :))

*TeSco...herE we Cum!!!!!!!!

so,masih lagi xreti nk lekat kt umah... dat isnin kn coti smpena hari wilayah..so...me n mr.sumbody dcide pg tesco to buy sum groceries,n barang2 kelengkapan rumah..hahahaha penuh trolley tuh kiteorang beli... coz i'm d cook,so,barang2 basah akan diletakkan kt rumah ai,then,barang2 kering lak will b at hiz place.. ye lah,barang2 kering ni,blh la die msk sendiri kn..in case ai keje xspat msk..he wont be kelaparan la..xdelah ai wisau later on hehehehe

then,die plak cum with this luahan hati..which nk wat mkn2 at hiz place..mcm msk2 makan reramai ngn houzemate die lah.. so,sebagai gf chomey yg rajin,sah2 la ai yang kna msakkn hahahaha again,they request 4 pasta..

so,mlm tuh,pungpangpungpang la ai kt umah,siapkan their bolognese spagetti,ciken n mushroom soup,garlic bread..all homemade which is sho yummy hahahahaha after get all d dish done,dorang serumah mmg menjamu selera katenya..gewd coz everything abez kn..no pembaziran..i dunt lyke...(no,no,no,wasting kayy)

so,lpas da bersilat kt dapor tuh,mmg agak penat la jugak..huhuhu maka,ai tertidow awal mlm tuh..da xpedulik hape dah hakhahahaha taw2 alarm bunyi pagi2,kene keje huhuhuhu

*photo2 update later2 lah ea..

daa

do i noe maself very well?? naaaahh

2010-01-18T17:15:00.002+08:00

lamer da update storie..
but,before dat i nk tick down sket some of Dr Fadzilah punyer review on ciri-ciri berdasarkan bulan kelahiran hehehe (i amik it fwom magazine REMAJA..evebtho im not that remaja-sgt dah now hik3 i still ske bace this book..kadang2 isi masa lapang)
so,this is it..
kadang2 i rase macam i da kenal diri i sendiri or ppl yg close ngn i msti blh tahu wud type of person i am..but,by reading all those review from Dato Dr ni make me more understand bout maself..indeed discover sum of d attitude yg i x realise before... o mmg i cube abaikan sikap2 tuh huhuhuhu

JUN

* Berfikiran jauh & berwawasan.

[kdg2 terlampau jauh..i wud say,sumtyme i akan ade wild imagination hahaha..kdg2 mcm budak2 kecik pown ade gak..kdg2 nk tergelak pkikn diri sendiri coz if im alone,i blh imagine tbe2 ade pencuri maybe masuk la,n i akan lari,hiding then fight la konon2,but it a bright way lah..ni mesti pengaruh citew Home Alone kn?ayoyooo! or,biler i naek tren,i magine if its too lajoo,it will shaking,i wonder how i its falling?tbe2 alien adew dlm train tuh..hahaha.or i pnah once termenung tpi sungai kelang,semantara tungu nk bli tiket train,i imagine dlm sungai warna mcm teh tarik tuh,ade buaya lah,i wonder if suddenly nampak dead body floating lah.. :P
i noe,i noe...stoopid crazee imagination kn hahaha childish n ntah hape2 upewnya anak pak sharif ni hak3]

* Mudah ditawan kerana sikap baik.

[urppp,iye kew? tp,i wud agree depend on sum situation kowts huhuhu]

* Berperangai lemah lembut.

[ini agak diragui..hahahahaha coz kdg2 brutal jew ma attitude ni ,yg i noticed lah..heh..tp,nmpaknyer since da tertulis begitu..i lemah lembut orangnyer...
'tumpang lalu yea sumer....' hahahahaha]

* Mudah berubah sikap, perangai, idea dan mood.

[erm,yang ni mcm tepat la rasanya.huhuhu for those yg knal i btol2 akan taw sumtyme biler da xthn sabar,mmg im changing hahahaha..sowie lah yea korng2..which u noe who u are..but,bunch thnks coz still bertahan ngn ma self ni.hehehe mwaaahh]

* Idea yang terlalu banyak di kepala.

[kdg2 meluap2 dalam pale otak ni,p,kadang2 xterluah hehehee biaselah,kitew berhak kuarkan idea,so,i'll help slagi i mampu lah..haha]

* Bersikap sensitif.

[haa..yg ni tepat jugak! kadang2 agak suker menangis juger..bknnyer ape,biler ade problem,i prefer 2 kept it maself,so,biler its terkumpul too much,before im taking next step,air mate wud trun woohooo it make me feel better after crying,slalunyalah..]

* Mempunyai pemikiran yang aktif (sentiasa berfikir).

[btol gak kowts..coz kadang2 bnda remehtemeh pown i nk pk sampai jem pale nih..haha]

* Sukar melakukan sesuatu dengan segera.

[err..hehehehe kna admit jugak kew??hahaha.maybe btol gak,BUT, not on all matter kayy..depending lah...]

* Bersikap suka menangguh-nangguh.

[terutama nak lipat kain,especially kain membukit hahaha i wud rather jemur kain,or basuh pingganmangkok..tp,lipat kain o simpan pinggan..aduhh..lemaunyerr..hahaha]

* Bersikap terlalu memilih & mahukan yang terbaik.

[kdg2 je 'terlalu',bknnyer selalu coz i noe maself..im not that perfect too so,motiiipp nk pilih2?selalunya bleh bwk runding]

* Cepat marah & cepat sejuk.

[betul2!!! hey mr sumbody,ur lucky enuff xperlu bli brg juta2 tuk pujuk i taw hakhak]

* Suka bercakap & berdebat.

[hahaha..bercakap tuh mmg agak non-stop...im peacock personality,wud do u expect hahahaha tp,berdebat? maybe dgn org tertentu shj]

* Suka buat lawak & bergurau.

[maybe its true..coz i love beink heppi-go-lucky,having fun,laughing around..buat lawak bodowh sumtyme..and,i juga suka pd org yg bersikap begini.. :)]

* Otaknya cerdas berangan-angan.

[heee.Datuk Dr nih.maloe i....terkantoi sudeyh hahahaha tp,mmg btol i love 2 day-dreaming gak,biler duk sowng2 kew,o tyme i ngantok dlm kelas,i blh melayang jaouh berangan ntah hapew2 hak3]

* Mudah berkawan & pandai berkawan.

[InsyaAllah..i wud lyke to have lots of frenz i love,xmoh la musuh2 nih..doa mudah2an dpt kwn yg suka kite juga]

* orang yang sangat tertib.

[ehemm..tiber2 ase nk pakai kain batik sarung jew,duk bersimpuh dlm opiz..makan tanpa nmpak mulot kunyah kew ...hahaha]

* Pandai mempamerkan sikap.

[huhuuu..sikap positif jew lah sumer yea,negatip tuh xperlu ditayang2kn hehehe]

* Mudah kecil hati.

[heeeee..agak lah....depends on situation lah tp xdelah mudah ambik hati]

* Mudah kena selsema.

[Ishh..nk kate mudah,jarang2 asenya.Alhmdulillah.mintak2 dibekalkn kesihatan yang baik always.amiin.]

* Suka berkemas.

[ikut mood..kikikii..but,slalunyer when i badmood,i mmg akan mengemas..ape saje lah yang blh i kemas...so,mr sumbody,if nk tgk umah kemas sntiase,wat la i badmood kayy hahahaha how dare u yea]

* Cepat rasa bosan.

[makaaaiih,terer Datuk Dr nih..macam taw2 jek diaa..]

* Sikap terlalu memilih & cerewet.

[hurm,yang ni kadang2 gak kowts ..hehe]

* Kurang mempamerkan perasaan..

[owh,begitukah?? so,familia tersayang,kwn2 skalian,if nampak i mcm x take care korang tuh doesnt mean i xsayang kalian taw?]

* Lambat untuk sembuh apabila terluka hati.

[Ohh..betul kot.it takes tyme to heal..huhuu even till now,its still hurting me walau da berzaman benda tuh jadik hurmmmmmmm.]

* Suka pada barang yang berjenama.

[eh,asenyer itu xbrapew btol...tp,kalo dapat tuh,suker je hahaha ]

* Mudah menjadi eksekutif.

[mudah kerrrrr??]

* Kedegilan yang tidak terkawal.

[uishh..mcm betol jer huhuhu sowie lah yer,mmg sikap azali but,im trying to change sum of them sket2 for good..insyaallah]

* Sesiapa yang memuji, dianggap musuh. Siapa yang menegur dianggap kawan

[erm,yang ni pown xpasti,tp,kalo blh i nk berkawan ngn sumer,try not to think buruk on ppl unless u kaco idop i.. u mmg nk kna lah tuh....].

eh,tamat dah? so,i rase gak tepat gak la ramalan2 yang beliau review nih. hehehe i gak setuju je..maybe kebetolan or mmg die taw how to 'baca' ppl hahahaha
x0x0..

blastful lyfe....

2010-01-15T14:59:00.003+08:00

pergh..lamer giler gak tinggal blog nih..hehehehe
bkn pemalash-lipash kay,tp,kebizian sket huhuhu
so,this januari,banyak benda gak berubah in ma life..
quitting from ma old job,so me no longer graphic designer :(
i dunt noe i shud be happie or regretting ma decision but,im goink now..keep moving ma lyfe..
hehehehe as long me familia support me,i think i'll be okay..
dear ma old boz,ma old lepaking "office", thanks for everything i've learn there.
appreciated it sho mush,but,in this lyfe..i think i want to move forward so....
sy berenti n xde keje in bidang grafik lg... currently lah huk3
so,
xkan nk goyang ~~b*nt*t~~ kaki kn,mau jd penggangur terhormat kah anak paksharif ini?
no,no,no...
keje mesti dicari..hehehe
i jarang onlyne la after start new work hehehe
diterima x alasan tuh for not blogging after a while? hahahahaha
reasonable apew.. ;p
so,back to ma work,got to go now..
adios,tata...
*btw,im getting myself improved jd formal now lalalalalala

sunshine..rainbow..everything...

2010-01-08T17:54:00.004+08:00

to ma best friend n all ma frenz...thanks for putting color in my life sepanjang 2009 ni...banyak sangat name i nk sebut,hahaha tp,xpat sume..but i will dott down several me bff kayy? me loff u guys..i dedicated diz poem tuk korang2 sumer!

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I was sitting here thinking
of the words I want to say,
but they just wouldn't come out right
so I found a different way

I got a piece of paper
and I wrote this poem for you,
but there's no way to thank you
for everything you do

For always being nice to me
and staying by my side,
for helping fix my problems
and never leaving me behind

For accepting my thoughts and feelings,
though you do not understand,
for never giving up on me
and being my best friend

For making me laugh
and letting me cry
and saying you'd miss me
if I were to die

Everything you mean to me
you could never know
In all the ways you've changed my life
I could never show

The way you take care of me,
you're my shining star
and though it's so incredible
that's just the way you are

Before I get too mushy
it's time for me to go,
but before I leave this ink-filled page
there's one thing you should know

As long as we are living,
no matter when or where,
if you ever need me
just call and I'll be there

I'll climb a thousand mountains
and swim a thousand seas
anything to be there
'cause you've been there for me....
thanks for everything we've gone thru together....
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generally i do appreciate all ma fren..
u know who u are..
i'll remember all those memories kay..
but,for past 2009,this ppl rilly rock ma world..
;p
# my syp member...
rilly windu korang.facebook connects us again..after berbelas tahun kn?
its fun to meet all of u guys again..
manyak memori zaman2 sengal sekolah rendah,but it still ma sweet n cherish memories :)
# wie..hez..ema..mas....
aku jmpew korang balik!! kt fesbuk jugak hahahaha
nmpak sgt fesbuk ni medan kn..aduyaii..
korang2 mmg best fren ever..korang yg wat aku nyer lyfe lively sjak pndah ke bahau tuh hahaha
tetiber jd ~~jahat~~ nakal mlampau kt bahau kn hahahaha
# judd azura...
even aku knal ko sekejapan sgt,tp
we bond well..mcm plik coz mcm nobody from nowhere but now mcm foster sibling sudeyh hahahahaha
tp,dats special coz its juz happen..friendship mmg meaningful kn? especially when we suddenly met n getting along so well.
ai lyke!
thanks 4 d bestest frenship n memories..hahahaha
ko ngn pengi wat tbe2 dlam diari aku wujud perkataan..
"pertama kali di borneo club"
hakhak tp,abang botak *singer* wus awesome!!!
hahaha and abang kewl as well :P
#sabarina..nisa..and all vadsian...
we guys rocks!!! eventho we've been together 4 one weeks tp,mcm da knal lame sgt..
bak kate ridzuan..
" da mesra sangat..da rapat sangat..xmau berpisah"
hahahaha
chomeyl sgt...
# last but not least... me old fren yg now bcoming..

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mr sumbody!!!
tq for popping up in ma lyfe n letting me 'kacau-bilaukan' ur lyfe
hahahahaha
thanks for everything~~~~~

mwah... x0x0x0 for everyone!!

cont... :P

2010-01-08T17:48:00.001+08:00

 i noe it still not that lambat to talk bout new year..wawawawa bru 6 ari kite melangkah masuk t0 tahun baru,2010...
when we heard about tahun baru,mostly kite akan dgr gak d'word azam..walhal..selame ni jarang nk sebot word tuh hakhak
but,mcm connected jew..dgr jew tahun baru,msti akan timbul those azam2 tahun baru altogether :P
btw,same goes wif me gak..ibelieve everything did d same cause,when we set our 'azam' or target,we noe we gonna fight for it..aite?
so,ape ea azam2 ai for tahun ini?

jeng..

jeng..

jeng....

tajuk karangan: AZAM SAYA
nama: SITI NUR AZILAH
kelas: TAHUN 6
(motiiiiiiiiiippp...perasan mude giler u'olls hahahaha)  ;p

Tahun ini tahun 2010.Semua orang mempunyai azam. Begitu juga dengan saya. Azam ialah cita-cita yang ditetapkan menjelang setiap tahun baru supaya manusia memahami apakah tujuan dan sasaran yang harus dllaksanakan pada tahun tersebut. (pheeww...ayat mcm skema sioott hahahahaha..lamer giler xmengarang macam zaman sekolah2 hehehe i noe ckgu BM ai msti ala-ala bangga now :))
Pada tahun ini,saya telah memasang beberapa azam. Iaitu:-

1. saya nk pastikan di tempat kerja baru ni lebih baik dari tempat lamer.huhuhu not saying old place is not kewl but,everybody need to step up rite..since i've be given 2 start new career wit new environment,new job scope,new frenz,everything new'lah.. hahahaha but,i do miss ma old workplace,it teaches me a lot yet i think i need to make bigger move so,i cud make changes in me then..insyaallah...

2. Abah nk p Mekah..Insyaallah,i want to provide him everything he gonna be needed..pray for me dad so,im giving ma best to make sure u get everything u deserved to.. i loff u abah...ur my strength,my spirit,ma point of life..u've teach me too much bout life,my wish for you just 2 make u happie n fulfill all ur wish.insyaallah...

3.Improvement in me..maybe i blh jew xnk elaborate more,tp,yang pasti.. deep in me i da taw apew bnda ai nk sangat2 to be change in me hehehe but,basically for sure nk improving ma self,be much better within familia,be my abah gewd daughter hek3...gewd sista for ma brother n lil'sis....gewd maklang for all ma baby niece n nephew....gewd frenz for all my frenz...gewd worker towards ma boz,fully commitment towards ma job....havin gewd bonding with all ma click.....success in biz i've jumped into..go.go,chaiyok2!!!!.......beink nice with everyone lah..insyaallah i'll try... <>

4.Saya nk my own property by diz year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

5. Mr sumbody..u noe who u are hehehe...
 n.m.n......thanks for showed up in ma life..u muncul akhir tahun 2009 which suddenly giving bright in me till now... its unexpected..u tn=anyerlah sapew2 pown,they wont expect it too hahahahaha
coz adelah sangat lawak tuk beink in love ng person yang xpenah bkawan ngn u,xbercakap ngn u,blh kate..we hate each other before n try not to interfere in idop masing2 pown...tp,tuhan maha kaya..after 13 years,u muncul tibe2...n did color ma lyfe... thanks dear for beink there for me..rilly appreciate it..now i loff u wit all ma heart..maybe im not dat melampau kaye so blh bag hummer kt u sejibik,duit bnyak2 dlam akaun u kew,ataw apew2 kebendaan mewah dalam idop,but,humble me will loff u forever as long our jodoh dikuatkan Allah s.w.t..we'll pray for that rite?? i akan always be by ur side,helping,supporting,caring,loving,ad everything u gone thru in lyfe...u blh nampak i kt sebelah.even if u wish to swipe me over,i still be there...hahahaha brani2 u nk swipe i ea bb? hak3
tp,from d bottom of ma heart,i love u n.m.n!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! byk sgt harapan kitew tahun ni kn,so many we've plan together.hope its diredhai Allah s.w.t and everthing gonna move smoothly..i doa our relationship berkekalan,diberkati by our parents n familia,dirahmati Allah s.w.t... 

welcome 2010...

2010-01-01T01:53:00.002+08:00

its officially 1 jan 2010 already..hehehee so,
happie new year everyone!!! hope this new year will bring prosperity,happinez,gewd luck,,gewd health n colorful lyfe,everything la yang good in you guys..mwaxx!!

so,,setawon da berlalu..kadang-kadang rasa macam tahun 2009 ni mcm still awal tahun jew...walhalnyerr kn...da masuk new chapter sudehh hehe
2009 memories gonna be still in ma mind, how i wish ma 2010 gonna be much2 more happening,meaningful n luck,kaw2 punya!! insyaallah....

sedeyh pon ade gak rasenyer,coz pejam celik,pejam celik da masuk tahun baru lg..for sure my number of age akan increase..huuu xpew2..hati maintain mude alwiz kn hek3
generally,there's too many things happen within this year..sum ups n downs,some sweet memories,sour,bitter,almost al flavor yg i boleh jog down la :P

tp,semua tuh happen for a reason,maksud ai..sumer tuh jd kaler dalam hidop ai..thing yang bagi "kehidupan" idop ai bermakna..sumer pengalaman baik n buruk tuh..ai akan simpan to b ma guidance lah...yang baik jew la,yg bad tuh..i just want to seal it then put it tersorok jauh2 o trus get rid of it so,ai xperlulah nk ingat it anymore hurrmmmmmmmmm
maybe i wont be able to write it all here but,maybe sum of them yang blh ai summarize here huhuhu
bkn apew,as my reference gak for ma memory hehehe....
maybe i can start it dri awal tahun hahaha
* my raya celebration wus quite gewd,coz our family manage 2 celebrate it bersama-sama.. my abang2 blik along with their family,visiting arwah ibu's grave,semoga ibu sentiasa tenang disamping-Nya....
*manage to dapat my car license hahahaha ( confident jew,padahal juz 'L' jew hahahaha
xpew2,no worries bedd,u gonna dpt lesen gak one day...
*my birthday celebration with ma foster parent..okayy experience...sob..sob..
(uncle,anti..thanks 4 d warm acceptance...rilly appreaciate moment with d'familia..mayb its not god's will yet huhuhu)
*congrats ma lil sista..enrolled 2 UIA taking law course hahaha bersedialah for bingitkan pale ko ngn assignment dik selama..............( brape tahun ea dik ko kt situh? hahahaha lupew aku.. )
*me first tyme ever joining biznez..euwwww terkejut jew ngn ma decision dat tyme..tp,once da get into,kasi taram kaw2 saja.. eventho,kdg2 still not confident yet,im hoping this is cool decision i've made..insyaallah...
okayy,now otak da tepu balik..mayb im gonna sambug on this later..nanyte

2009-12-24T21:51:00.003+08:00

arini ai bwk my babyboy kuar kt jusco au2,bringing along my bby gal farah,kakak,n mr sumbody of coz hehehe
kami kuar dari umah ma brother around 10am td trus headed p jusco setiawangsa..me da pomish nk bwk both me baby jengjalan tp,since lack of tyme,me n mr sumbody bwk dorg main2 n mkn2 jew kt jusco tuh..
anggap jew early stage of present chewahhh hahahaha
so,we had sho much fun there..
btw,diz is d first tyme mr sumbody meeting my baby gal n baby boy hehehe and kakak as well.
hey,if u loff me,u need to meet ppl dat i loff kay? t jmpew abah,nana,along n angah kayy boolat? hehehehe
takot kew??hakhakhak
so,after having fun playing around, we went homme as mr sumbody perlu g keje la kn,die ade test today..gewd luck munchie!!!

last but not least,happie burfday my dearie daniel,maklang harap adik sentiasa jadi anak yang terbaik,sehat,berjaya dlm idop kayy? farah pon same,maklang syg kowang sgt2

good mood again :))

2009-12-17T13:55:00.002+08:00

so,smlm,after werk,i travel jap p jmpe mr. sumbody kt keramat since now die ngah training for his Vads job kt semarak kn..hehehe
b keje besh2,t mlanjew i kay shayang hak2
so,after pick me up,perot-adelah-nyanyi-keroncong sudah hahaha,
went 2 cosy corner kt wangsa maju and had our early dinner i guessed.. hehehe
yelah,mkn around 6pm after skipping my lunch..pewot sebu sudehhh..
then,we had

tomyam ayam..we request for tomyam campur at first tyme,but,tomyam ayam yg showed up hahahaha mkn saje lah,kate lapaaaaa

kailan ikan masin..any meal,ai need sayor gak,xkire hak2
b,i taw u kureng mkn sayor,,bia i mknkn hahahaha

his ultimate favvy..
daging masak merah,this is typical order la 4 him hahahaha
lastly,kerabu udang yang sgt la stone hahaha not d udang yg stoney tp,other ingredients die yg rase adelah sgt kick-ass okayy hahaha
not to sour nor sweet,tp,niceeeeeeeeeeeeeee................
so,dua makhluk-comey ituh pon mkn sampai kenyang..tersandar la gak kejap kn hahaha
tp,after mkn thai food , both us moved 2 seri rampai lak hak3
kami lepaking di

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hahahaha
naah,kami xmakan kay,juz having coffee jew..:)
wink2
then,knyang pewot suke hati,,
balik..
:P

kawan..lawan...harapan..kecewa...

2009-12-17T13:49:00.002+08:00

this entry xmelibatkan sape2 actually,juz sumting yg tumbling around me mynd.huhuhu
when im okay wif u,doesnt mean im giving u hope 2 fall in loff wif me..huhuhu
i think we better stick as fren..
tuh jew nk ckp..
i already having HIM around...
friend pon xsalah,u can still rely on me if u ade poblem o wud so ever,tp,deep inside i noe,ive neva giving u any hope..coz,i appreciate it more when u become my friends on our first met..
hope friendship keep growing..
coz,those ship gonna keep sailing............

last nyte...

2009-12-17T13:22:00.003+08:00

cehceh..apew yang last nyte ntah hak3..
tp,as i review bfore,smlm patotnyer pg tgk avatar rite..
i've booked tiket awal2 lg kt klcc..(yup,both us da berzaman hokayy xmsuk klcc..yayaya,pity us hak3)
so,the movie schedule at 1155pm,so,by 1135 tuh we reached there,need to pickup tiket n wud so ever la..
but,smpai2 jew..
WTH?? mencaruts okay sekejapan coz blh plak dorg sorry for canncelling those muvie..
ai wus,wud d heck?? c'mon la,mthen dorg replace it wif normal avatar..
by that tyme actually,ai da moody and ase mlz nk tgk da huhuhu
i expect nk tgk 3D version kn,yg korg p kensel napew?
huhuhu :(
people around us mmg da mumbling around,bengang2,tp,wud to do kn huhuhu
so,ended up,kami masuk cinema 2 and tgk normal avatar...
tp,phm2 la kn since awal2 lg mood adelah down coz dirosakkn dgn kekenselan ituh hahahahah
maka,ai adelah x eksaited nk tgk muvie huhuhuhu
tp,actually d muvie wus gewd,okay..
damn! it mush b guddeyh kalo in 3D, dunt u think so mr.sumbody?
huhuhuhu
xpew2,mayb later kite blh g tgk lg,errr
different venue plsssssssss........
so,kami berdua adelah si-kapel-comeyl-yang-tidow sepanjang tayangan hahahahaha
rase2nyer,within 2 hours muvie tuh,we juz watched it..in 3o mins i guess hahahaah
siot jew,masuk cinema tidow hahahaha
but,still heppy wif d muvie coz beink wif mr.sumbody kn
*smile2...*

so,kesimpulan kami dpt is..
jgn p tgk muvie midnyte if u taw u lack of shleep n tired after werkin hours kayy hahaha
so,muvie done around 3am,he sent me homme,then he get homme,text nanyte for a mins..then
masing2 masuk dlm avatar masing2 wawaawaa

hey eywa!
im begging u,,,save our mother nature..peace!

he's d hero,even not capable but,with his strong mind and will,
he fight for na'vi hahahaha
presenting......
jake sully
:)
n his soulmate hek3

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neytiri... hahaha siyes kdg2 ase annoying ngn way she talk,o sum reaction hahaha
but,its okay tho..hahahaha

me avatar? naah,salah tuh hahahaha
things yg if i mau plih tuk jd ma avatar is this (hehehe i love this character since i wuz small k,in love with it,i collect almost all based on diz character hik3)
nk taw kew? alaaaaa,xpyh la hahaha
annoying giler,
hokay2,,jengjengjenggonjeng!

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hahahaha
winnie d pooh..
isn't they adorable??
ai syg sume patong2,mug,book,any of my collection yg ade pooh hahahaha even my email address hek3
so, mr. sumbody..
ade terasa nk adiahkn ai pooh lagi kew?
wawawawawa

7 day sebelom burfday..

2009-12-16T12:41:00.003+08:00

hurm,diz becoming 23rd dec burfday my baby daniel..
anak sedare i mrangkap anak along i la kn..
daniel n hiz sista farah mmg manje ngn ai,myb coz i tgk dowg growing till now kot hehehehe
lgpon,i mmg syg my bby sgt3 mwah,,
maklang syg adik n farah kayy? hek3
btw,next week burdday die n yng beshnyer die awal2 da request adiah ape die nk for burfday hahahaha
daniel mmg crazee ngn kete,toys xsagt la,tp addicted 2 cars hahaha
yang i nk tergelak tuh apew,die nmpak kete kwn ai then ckp
"maklang,bday adik bg adiah x? maklang kate nk bli adik kete kn?kn?
kete tuh mhal kew? (smbil point hiz finger kt kete kwn ai) bli yang tuh blh kn maklang?"
hahahahaha i wus ??? *blank*
hahahaha adik2 kalo maklang ni jutawan da lame maklang beli real car kt adik taw hahahaha
pnat la maklang ngadap anak2 sedar maklang cmnih hahahaha
xkawen maklang t taw hak3

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my baby boy yg gonna turn 5 diz becoming wednesday..maklang syg adik!

both ma bby @ klcc hahaha loff u mucho..

adik trying 2 stand on 1 leg,mcm katon apew tuh dik?

last but no least..
my bby boy
mohd daniel haziq...

hooray!! muvie sideh booked..

2009-12-15T17:01:00.002+08:00

esok gonna watch Avatar in 3D with mr.sumbody..
wink2 hehehehe
so,
esok blh la spent tyme with him after ive makin mistake smlm huhuhu
sowie bb,i loff u k,
xsngaje nk wat u mrh2 pown..
just kite taw,
kite syg each other k?
mwahhhs
x0x0

demam masih ade..

2009-12-15T16:46:00.000+08:00

hahahaha
nmpak sgt pemalaz update blog juz update ala kadar jew hahaha
tp,skank da ok sket da,inflammed da kureng,seseme pon da kurang,alhamdulillah..
thanks for mr. sumbody jage ai tyme dmam ni hukhuk
*terharu ai..

coti-tp-dmam-lemau-badan..

2009-12-11T12:04:00.000+08:00

huhuhuhu
it holiday today,tp
since my office terletak kt KL,
melepaslah i nk dpt coti gak arini huhuhuhu
xpewlah,wud to do kn...
so,selsema ni makin menjadi-jadi la plak.aduyaii...
hate it coz running nose wat i pning,pnat,n all those feeling yang lemau huhuhu
tp,kna jugak masuk opish n do sum work..huhuhuk
mr-sumbody,i xmoh g klinik o mam ubat,
blanje i tgk muvie leyh?
blink2 ;p
demam2 ni wat i rindu u..u kt tmtower xlah jawoh sgt hahahha
jap lg i terjah opish u k..
mungkinkah demam rinduu?
huhuhuhu
wo pu ce tauu...

demam..tp,mau makan.........

2009-12-10T13:44:00.000+08:00

diri adalah demam selsema..
kenapa demam?
t next entry i critew..
*hint2: 3d2n yg awesome!!!
hahahaha
smlm lagi tekak ni da mcm berpasir jew,idung bersin2..aachhooom!
so,officially..
saya demam selesema sudah! hukhuk
tp,td online,tgk sdapnyer pizza ni huhuhu
tp,nk buat?? huh,malaz campor xkuase bersamaan SAYA huhuhu
ended up,ai kol dominoes pizza jew,now,saya da dpt pizza ituh tp,
xmkn2..
apekahh???
tp,rase nk sgt,da dpt,xselera plak..pahit jew tekak ni rase,xselesa sgt huhuhuh
jap g nk try mkn gak,ish...
jgn bazir...
xbaek,kawan syetan taw al bazirun ni huhuhu
k lah,nk rest jap.hukhuk
aachooooooooooooomm
nasib la if korg2 berjangkit ea hehehe

gloomy......

2009-12-09T14:36:00.000+08:00

actually,there's a lot to write now,but,everything mcm messed giler now huhuhu
stressful yet frustrated..
in silent mode..................................................
will update later
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wink2...

2009-12-01T18:40:00.000+08:00

*psst,mlm ni ai nk pi tgk muvie..tp,xtaw lg citew apew hehe
mr-bubu-q da success kt hiz work,new promotion,alhamdulillah..
so,everything on him tonyte wawawa
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hectic..bowink..

2009-12-01T16:16:00.000+08:00

aduh,
napew la jepun menjajah lak ni..kn da xde mood nk keje (hahaha alasan sgt2)
tp,arini rase mcm nantok + malash la plak huhuhu
rest jap..
jap g wat keje blik la..
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

is there mr sum body??

2009-11-30T13:53:00.000+08:00

hehehehe
yesterday, me n my sista blik kl again after da coti beraya for 4 days kn..
blik la truskn rutin harian mcm biase blik hehehe

ya allah,jalan jem mcm hape,,nk blh smpai seremban fwon bahau pon da amik mase more than 3 hours huhuhu
kejang b****t cheq kt dlm tuh taw hahahaha tp,actualy,both us xde lah noticed sgt,coz,we oll blh dikatakn tidow almost all the tyme during journey tuh

hahahahahaha smpai2 seremban pon da almost 6pm,gosh!! ppl ramai giler kt komuter tuh,huhuhu
napewlah xblik ngn along jew smlm huhuhuhu tp,nk wat cmnerkn..truzknlah jugak,memikirkn isnin kna kerja kn...

so,i reached kl sntral almost 8pm olredi.huhuhu pnat,starving semua ade mase tuh..then,lpak kt warong kite jap,sending sum file 2 my client..(aduh,tyme wa coti raye,n last2 minit lu mintak file,ayooooo...) xpew2,smbung blik,hahahaha da anta file tuh kt die,ai sambung la on9 sekejap kn..lgpon sebetolnyer mmg da ade jnji ngn my fwen nk hang out together mlm tuh hahaha
alang2,tggu kt kl sntral je lah :P

so,mereka smpai pon da dlm kul 10++,juz borak2 jew 4 a while..

then,lapar la plak kn. all of us pon bergerak la p mkn kt ani sup utara kt platinum walk dpn danau kota tuh hahahaha

as usual,najib akan mkn nasik wif sup dgg n perut n hanor makan sup ekor hahaha
as 4 me? i mkn mihun sup jew hahahaha

haip..haip..i told u da kn,i xmoh mkn nasik mlm2 k hahahaha
pas da knyang mkn tuh,we olss xtaw nk plan ape lg da,so,anor as mr-addicted-2-karok of coz la ajak karaoke lg hahahaha so,najib make a call jap ajak hiz fren,hisham if i not mistaken with his gf to karok along hehehe tp,huhuhu

terlewat booking sudeh,xsmpat la nk karoks2 mlm tuh hahahahaha
pdn muke kowg! wawawa dahla,tyme tuh hanor n najib da perasan sore masing2 sedap nk p testing out ni hahahaha

end up,lpak kt McD jew..hahaha blik large fries 5 set,mkn ramai2 hahahaha
sonok pew mkn cmtuh,lgpon td nk mkn nasik,xkn mau mkn brat2 lg kn
hehehe

lpak2,borak2,xsedar tyme running..chehh,relax r,gelap ag..
sekali,ambik ngko,kul 5 pg dah!! hahahahaha menggagau sekejap,pkir blh ke g keje sok,aduh,nantok kew kt opish sok hahahaha

so,around 530,they sent me homme,lpaz tuh dorg shoot pi umah safuan lak,coz najib will be attending job interview lusa katenya.. mayb stay at safuan's for few days la..

im wondering,by the tyme im writing ni,msti korng2 ngah tidow lg kn???
kuang jaq nii!! hahahahha
p/s: gmbar2 ketika kejadian will b upload later k.tatata

inilah mista-giler-karok tuh hahaha n sum one yg xpat dikenal pasti hahaha

last eid adha,,,

2009-11-30T13:18:00.000+08:00

at first,dorang semua plan not coming back fer diz eid adha.but,then,
they manage 2 balik kampung!!!

even lmbat sket la hahah but,it still in raya mood ryte.
angah n family sampai ptg raye tuh,eh,nope..mlm raye dah..
then,esoknyer tuh along blik plak..owhh,how ai mish my bdk2 musyook tuh sumer :P
hepie,hepie pat beink wit them..

eventho xbyk sgt gmbar beink capture diz raya,its ok then coz at least i can have all my family mmber gather altogether except sum of them la..(how i dissapointed on them..phew)
so,during hari raya tyme,my stepmum buat nasi dagang without my help,hahaha
gosh,im damn shleepy..pemalas mode tibe2..

but,then,i mange 2 siapkn nasi impit gak,n get everything ready on d table..
after perform semayang raya,we had our breakfast together,just me,ma abah,ma stepmum n ma sista jew.. knyang plak mkn pg2 ni huhuhu

so,after dat,kami straight away headed pg kubur arwah ibu,how i mish u bu,kaklang rindu ibu..
bersihkn rumput2 sikit then,bacakan yasin for her,and having a moment of sentimental tyme 4 a while.. sob..sob..sob...

so,memandangkan raya qurban is not beink celebrate terlalu meriah, ai xtaw nk buat apew,just get onto bed,on aircond,hahahaha
amik ko,tetidow smpai kul 4 trus hahahaha

but,my auntie2 plak dtg,kna la trun entertain,treat them,borak2 for a while,n mkn2 sket gak la hehe..

then,my angah telefon,kate dorang da on the way plak n want 2 have dinner kt rumah.ape lagi..
my abah cpat2 suh ai bersiap pg pasar grab bahan2 yang mahu dijadikan korban pada mlm ituh

hahaha as usual,abah mmg suke request thai style food,since angah pon okay with it so,
their ~~maid~~ cute-chef-in-d-houze pon pg la besilat kt dapor nuh hahaha

ikotkanlah ikot permintaan abah kn,masaklah ape yg die nk mkn hehehe
so, mangsa utama malam ituh is

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taraaa!

no,no,bkn org yg pgg ikan tuh k,org itu ialah pemangsa sbenarnyer :P

lil-chef-in-action.. wawawawa
candid capture by my sista,die mmg cmtuh,tlg ai wat kecoh2 jew kt dapor hahaha
but,she can b a gewd helper sumtyme..wink2
so,da pnat besilat mlm tuh..
i manage to siapkan all d dish hahaha (i mmg prefer masak2 sowg coz i'll be semak 2 many hands kt dapor t hehehe)

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just simple dish for our family dat nyte.. i cook bakchoy wif anchovies..
tempe..i didnt eat tempe,neither do abah ai,tp,my sista love it a lot!!!! sjak die blaja kt uia,n arwah ibu pnah la ajar die mkn diz tempe,she;s addicted to diz sgt2.. terkejut ai die abezkn 2 packet 2 juz by herself hehehe
and the,our mangsa utama mlm tuh.. hahaha
i bwat siakap steam jew,easier n cepat dimasak hahaha c-chef-pemalash-lipash ni juz steam it with ginger,garlic,thai chillies,n lemon jew hahahaha

but,it turn out so well,licin la pinggan tuh lpas tuh kn hahahaha
so,everybody tidow dlm kekenyangan dat nyte..hehehe

btw,ade gak gmbar lauk lain,but,xsmpat nk capture plak huhuhu ma stepmum ade wat ayam merah as well :))
p/s; gmbar adelah gelap..tuh jew nk bgtaw..
so,tamat kisah raya tahun ni..

btw,kami xserve lemang coz we made ketupat palaz diz tyme..wink..wink...
conclusion is...

kenyang perot suka hati,
selamat hari raya dri tuan blog hehehe

windu mereka juga..di hari raya

2009-11-27T04:16:00.000+08:00

owh..saya rindu bantal busyuk saya ini biler hari raya..
maklang windu farah n daniel la...mereka xpat pulang raya sho,nnty mau pg rumah mereka lah.lalalala
ini chenta hati saya,i loff them muchoo..

my bby galn bby boy,our kas,n my lil sis @ zoo negara

my pumpkim bby..hey lil bby,maklang 've been watching u dari tecik smpai now taw,babysit u sumtyme,n u shud noe how mush i loff u.muaahh
adik,,,chicky yet talkative,my luvly baby boy... maklang syg adik taw,t maklang dtg blikan kete mainan yg adik nak tuh k?
kete wane kunin kn,kn adik kn?
hehehe

me loff them~
loff~~
loff~~~~~
loff~~~~
loff~~~~

n last but not least d sharif's sista aka their ~~comeyl~~ luvly auntie..
owh,gambar yg maseh normal..hahaha
sebelom they turn into

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now they're alien auntie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahaha
salam aidiladha everyone!!! happie raya day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*psst,im mishing sum one s well..no,not d ppl dlm ini gambar sume lah..
hey,u..u noe who u r kn,coz i noe u read it now... wish to raya @ ur place tuh tp jauh la..
[hint..hint..kereta d atas] hakhak

salam aidiladha..

2009-11-27T03:19:00.000+08:00

phew...pnat for today..tp,everything is done already.. wink2! happie!
btw,im currently dkt bahau now,my home shweet home..hurm,how i mish ma micasa..
but,normal raya only lol..mean,hari raya qurban is not beink celebrated in real big feast here.
not lyke the way i used to kt klantan dlu..maybe coz of d environment kowts..
but,its still raye kn? dpt coti,mkn2,seeing relatives,but mostly...
to pay a visit for ma late ibu.. its been 5 tymes i've been clbrating raya without her.huhuhu
how i mish her sho mush!!
ibu,
kaklang rindu tidow lewat dengan ibu,sbb mlm raya we gonna b bz..not juz bz cooking but,bz talking, 'bebel'ing me,and everything..mlm raya la tbe2,nk ubah deco,tkar langsir,sumer lah..ya,dulu me ade gak mcm nk mrh2 wat keje coz ngantok la konon.lgpon,maybe coz im sho lazy back then hahaha bcoz when we have 2 maid in our house since im growing up,it makes me sonok bg2 arahan n me lazy'ing around hahaha sungguh kurang sopan.but,when me n lil sis da big enuff,u stop hiring maid coz..
taraaa!
u've got ur own maid dah hahaha its me n my lil sis la..
tp,tuh tyme not matured enuff lg..ble tyme keep flies,we start 2 enjoyed it every minute we had..smpai xsedar da pg da pon.yelah,every raya,either along o angah akan smpai mlm raya.wud do u expect them 2 do,hahaha haruslah ai jd watak lelaki dlm family jap,bikin kerja berat with lil help from my sis n abah of coz hahaha..but,its ok coz ibu akan duduk kt kerusi tuh n borak2 with..how mish dat moment...
then,i mish ur cook ibu..ur the best chef eva..and glad i learn a lot from u,,of coz la,i nak kak ani sarip kn?
:) but,rilly thankful kaklang dapat belajar sumernya dari ibu.n for sure,im so proud fer beink ur daughter s well.n u noe ibu,sumtymes our family wud mish to have sumthing from all ur special signature dish,im happy i can make it fer them,u noe y? coz ur recipe is always full with love,and thats d best meal ever..i always remember,first tyme ever i try to cook without u knowing it..i tot wanna give u a suprise..but,it turn out tunggangtebalik hahaha..i nk buat cucur udang,but,dgn konfidentnyer pg goreng mcm jemput pisang hahaha i xpick up those fritter smpai la all burnt already hahaha (hey,wud do u expect,im 10yrs dat tyme,then in my mynd wus,jmput pisang kaler die gelap sket)hahahaha tuh yg smpai hangus trus tuh.
but,as im growing,im learning more,even till now,i keep learning..
but,d real thing is ai mish u beink around... i wish u can be watching tv when i smpai rumah every weekend, or,ur sleeping when i sneak into ur toilet during midnyte..i miss all dat..mish to have u here,in our home..but,ur calm there,its peaceful,and im glad u've been taken good care there..al-fatihah ibu,moga ibu tenang n damai kat sana..da banyak pengorbanan yang arwah ibu da buat selama ini,kaklang hargai setiap ape ibu bagi,so,setiap pengorbanan ibu tidak akan disiakan.pengorbanan ibu n abah towards our family,xdapat kaklang fikir bagaimana atau apa..its huge enuff,how u brought our family together..all i noe,abah n ibu always yg terbaik dlam hidup kami..segala pengorbanan kalian tak mampu dibalas dengan juz saying thank you..coz its obviously much3 more valueable in lyfe...
so,if u still have ur parent around,ur lucky...but,share ur love wit them,caring about,pay a visit even once for a while,coz they dunt rilly want ur money..they wont begged u giving them wealth lyfe coz having child for them is more than enuff,that joyful moment will always be in their heart.
when ur big enuf,doesnt mean u can put them aside,they want u to be there,showing how much u care,u love them..and they didnt ask much,juz a piece of ur remembrance.. coz,ive seen once tears n sorrow in parent eyes when they noe they have their own child,but,they wonder where are they now..y?where?when?how?what? all those question gonna be with them 4 all d tyme..
but,im glad n thankful tho,i manage to be by her side before she left us forever..i always want to put smile on ur face,ibu.
alhamdulillah,i wuz given those chances.
last but not least,im not good either but i'm learning thru experience..just love ur parent,no matter wud,during after lyle tyme,o whenever,da tertulis that they ur parent forever..love them selagi mereka masih ada..even i just ada abah now,i'll try to make him happy n feel better,my late ibu is always beink in me,in my tiny little heart that alive bcoz of them... :)

so,back to topic,wud lyke to wish salam aidil adha everyone,sucikan hati n diri,hari mulia,semoga segala pengorbanan dan segala kebaikan diperolehi dan diberkati.slam...
btw,tomorrow my abang will blik,so we can beraya bersama-sama la..n my new member in family jugak..me stepmum hurm.................will learn pasal ni later hahaha
daa~

monday outing :P

2009-11-25T07:59:00.000+08:00

Diz happen a few days back.hahaha mcm la lamer sgt dah.
btw,sumtyme i rilly2 glad they created facebook. yup,i noe,its kinda melekakan with all those application n blablabla..
but,need to accept it gak,coz i blh jmpew most of my childhood friends there.happy sangat!!
my long lost friend yang i grew up with back then kt kelantan.gosh,dat wus long2 ago gak la..
coz d moment i pndah n9,my number change several tymes so,we cudnt get cnnected dah la kn.
they just mishing in action but,i still remember them in my heart la kn.
nak dijadikan cerita,suddenly terpikir nk search name dorg thru find fb engine.
yeayy!! found them! sho shuke!! bling2!!hahahaha
and its fun to get to noe each other more after beink ilang for almost 10years.. huh,how i mish those momento.. :P
so,last monday,suddenly my old classmate turned to be in kl for a day..since we've been missing in action for a long long tyme ago,we decide to meet up lah hahaha
but,still dat sunday i cudnt get tyme to jmpe syafrie..lgpon,he's in kl sekejapan bangat.sowie,t ko naek kl lg,bgtaw k? we'll arrange another appointment...hahaha mcm jmpew client lak...
but then,on monday..the deal is on..so,we guys plan jmpew kt klsntral coz that d easiest meetpoint from my office la wakakaka (hey,im not malaz pg jauh2 ok,kl sntral blh la kn?)

jeng!

jeng!

jeng!

so,i manage to jmpe die almost 6pm..hahaha najib,my oldfriend from syp..
he used to be lyke ppl-dat-i-hate kt skewl dulu ar.hahaha
die pengawas n kinda cocky ok,ala2 poyo la gak.. konon zaman kanak2 nk membesar,kan rase mcm bgus jew alwiz hahahaha (oopsie,sowie terkutuk plak)
OMG!! he's change ok? he used to be a bit skinnier before haha but,now,owh,ok,ppl grew up ryte?normal lah tuh hahaha
but,then,we can be friend dah la now..hahaha nmpk sgt x matured tyme sekolah dulu hahaha
nk gadoh for reason of nothing...aduuh,lawak jew.. he's not alone..die dtg with hanor@pok no haha i remember diz guy,dlu die pndah,ske wat mke ketat,da r bdn bsar n tggi..ai takots taw hak3
but,without noticed..tyme does flies kn..people we used 2 know tyme kecik,sdar2 now we both da lain.matured enuff dah.. n its rilly fun to lpak now after long tyme beink ilang..
storie kisah2 zaman sekolah,silly thing back then,all those memory suddenly appear so we can laugh about,gossiping about 2gether hahaha...its fun sgt..how i wish i cud meet all of them again..if u guys in kl,for sure i nk gak jmpe hahaha
so, 3 of us, eh no..4 of us (coz hanor bring his bro along) meet up,chatting for all d tyme dat day..
then,bcoz najib bru paz habiz his interview,he's kinda lapar la plak..
so,we straight away headed to taman melawati n had nasi ayam hainan there.yummyyyy!! but,i've choose meehun instead..hehe eventho i always in love with their ciken rice,but, no no no( smbil geleng pale)...mlm2 xmoh la mam masik huhuhu
but,rugi lak,gmbar2 sume kt kamera hanor n najib ..xpew2,t ai suh dowg email t i edit jew kt cni..
hurm,bijak,bijak.... :))
no,no...cite xabez ag..hahaha lpaz mkn @ taman melawati tuh.. blh plak hanor ajak g karaoke hahaha ai segan la karaoke ni,slalu nyanyi sowg2 dlm toilet je hahaha
tp,since its kinda little reunion kn, we olls grak la ke wangsa walk..so,karaoke'ing kt sane.. hahaha ai da la xpndai sgt lagu2 band mlayu lame n sum lagu yg dorang plih tuh hahaha
layankn jew la kn.. woo,hanor mmg giler ar,die n farid(if ai xsalah,name die farid) hehehe dorg nyanyi lagu sume hi-note.. yang najib lak,cant singing 2 much coz of sore throat haha
lgpun,die not so well katenya..pnat coz travelling non-stop-sgt and pning after interview hehehe
so,ai pon juz nyanyi 1 lagu jew,hahaha but,its seronot hanging around ngn old buddies kn,xsedar tyme da kul brapew pon..so,hope t dpt reunion ramai2 plak,msti happening :p
lpas abez karaoke session tuh around 10pm asenya.. we guys singgah tymes square jap..
ya,ya,,its close olredi..tp,we went there sbb we

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mau nonton ini movie!!!!!

A CHRISTMAS CAROL!!!! sonok!sonok!
and we watched it in 3D okayy..sonok giler... their 3D nampak real sangat.. as u noe,d storie is about uncle scrooge yang sangat2 lah kudukut hahaha n die xsuke nk clebrate cristmas,xmoh tlg2 org,kinda mean n selfish if i cud say...tp,mase die wuz brought away by fairies, by soul tuh..besh sgt their visualization hahaha tmbah2 i always love jim carrey's movie n kinda cartoon o fairytale stowie ni kn ,for sure xmoh tlepaz tgk kn? :p
so,d movie abez around 1++ am dah..so, they sent me homme la afte dat..
(iyelah,da kul bwape kn,ai ni mcm xkeje plak esoknyer,xsedar diri btol ;p hahaha tp,ended up i blik pon xtidow gak smpai pg tuh hahahaha)
so,selepas antar me pulang,d guys sumer actually continue their travel..mlm tuh jugak blik pahang tuh..
uishh,x leteyh ka hangpa oghang ni? hahaha but,glad 2 noe u guys da reached safely pown..
tp,wud i can say..its happie that i can meet u guys again,t we gather2 lg ramai la plak k?
wink2! shuke cheq...
so,dats d end for dat monday :) i'm having fun, enjoyable tho ,and pazni if trun kl,contact2 la yea..blh meet up lg.
btw,ade 2 pic ni jew dkat i,xpew,t ade photo lain t i upload lg la =>

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* captured by hanor,hahaha cpat bg gmbr lain plak weyyy!
short note: knape gmbr ni jew,yg lain,owg laen maner?

begitulah kesah hari isnin saye bersama kawan2 lame saya @ kuala krai dlu...
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fRienDs..for lyfe

2009-11-24T11:15:00.000+08:00

kenape saya suke kawan saya??
saya suke kawan saya sebab dorang always ade ngan saya,making me happy,share my pain n sorrow,doink almost everything together.
tak dinafikan,dlam banyak2 kawan slama i hidop,not sume gonna b my BFF yang i taw blh share everything in the real way..lyke their happinez is myne,my happinez is theirs,so, xkesahlah happi kew,sdeyh kew,giler kew,bangang kew,everything yg we shared with tuh make us more closer.sebab tuh syg sayang sumer kawan2 saya.xkesah la my childhood frenz kew,skolah kew,ipt kew,as long u get d title,i will always remember u guys n deep inside,i noe how much me loff them.they color my life spanjang i hidup ni,ajar i meaning of friendship,trust,loyalty,n lots more actually.
since i wuz born,my late ibu,abah n family is my friend,when i step into kindergarten..
i still remember,i blajar kt tabika kemas keretapi kuala krai since 3yrs old-6yrs old..hahaha
i buat tadika tuh mcm umah sndiri coz tuh adik angkat arwah ibu,name die cikgu ros,kak ni,mish them sumtyme (i pray for their health n happinez all d tyme)..
then,masuk sekolah rendah,sek ren keb sultan yahya petra 1,also in kuala krai..
ive been there since stndrd 1-6.lots n lots of memories there,rilly mish all those kind.
maybe coz now i realize,im a bit older as tyme flowing kn..
so,every moment ive been thru before make me realise,im thankful to have all those memoria.
then i jd student smk syp 1 lak fer 2 n half year before pndah smkdm,negerisembilan huhuhu
at first,i bnci sgt kna pndah,leaving my friends behind,coz i knew i need to start a new environment all over again huhuhu
but,its still ok,i manage to be there till finish my spm hahaha
smpai la i start blajar kt cni, i knal mcm2 org,byk2 kwn,which i kinda lyke it.
mase i kat unikl,u guys rock my world!!
same goes to u miimians!
mwah..
experience teach us on lyfe kn?so,i ge it thru friendship.
im so thankful to have all my friends to b by myside,all the way thru.
u've teach me more,giving me more,rilly brighten up my life,
sum how deep inside i wish i cud brighten all my friend's lyfe too.
insyaallah..
dedicated diz poem to let u guys noe how much i appreciate u guys in ma lyfe.
much love~

midnyte with me buddies

2009-11-24T09:02:00.000+08:00

last friday, we did plan nk having gals day out..
no,its not kuar pg,shopping,mkn,ngorats2 etc tuh pon..
hahaha
3 of us kuar pon da quite lmbat,around 1++ am dah,
we reached there alomst at 2am.hahahaha
dat tyme ppl shud be sleeping da kn? ayoyo...
so,kami berjimbagedumbek di

jeng jeng jeng!
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Rainforest B0rneo Sunway..
chilling around with music,chatting,gossiping haha
normal gal laa.
owh,
gosh,that band singer...
nope,he's not dat handsome,bald kinda cute,but,
im flew away coz die nyanyi lagu SEMPURNA tuh beshh gilerr.
much2 more better than original singer k,kinda soulful n mesmerizing ok?
besh jew,,
so,as we gals yag ala2 single ladies ni mulalah..
kn besh ade bf cmtuh,can sing a song,mcm dedicated it specially for me,
with his not-to-husky-but-perfect-tone towards me
hahahaha
yup,brangan jew lah kn..tp,if its 4 real,i think its awesome hahaha
ala2,marc anthony nyanyi lagu "my baby you" (luruh jantung i k,sentap coz its lovely..kinda romantic-yet-memorable sgt2..)hurm,beshnyer..(imagine me ngah snyum sowg now,thinking mr somebody dedicated song 4 me)hahahaha giler!
ok,dah2..regards dat nyte,we ended up blik umah at 4++am sudeh huhuhu shleepy but,rilly having fun dat nyte.
me buddies,thanks fer d nyte,its awesome n glad to having u around :) wink2!
so,adekah i akn giler nk dgr his voice lg?
hahaha adekah aku akan pergi lg ni?? wondering2,hurmmmmmmmmmmmm
xpew2,tunggu jew lah cmner nnty.
so,blik umah,maen macpie jap,then tidow~
esoknyer i bgn lambat uolls,kalolah kt umah abah,sah2 aku da kna pkik hahaha
psst* btw,there's 1 kewl guy we accidently met that nyte..n coz of him,me buddies anjurkan perang tarik2 wambot ok
hahaha sho shweet...
[oopsie,not 2 much pixca were taken,so,myb anotehr entry will have :P]
daa.

a tRip d0Wn t0 aiSLe..

2009-11-23T10:00:00.000+08:00

perghh,tajuk xhingat.. mcm serius2 je.
tahun ni,i reach 24yrs already. some ppl think its suitable tyme if i want to settle down.
kadang2 memang agak rimas bila everyone nk tanya soalan2 yang same,berkias2..
aduuhh,poning den nk jawab.

" eh,kaklang,bila lg nk kawen?"
"si anu(bkn name sbnar) kawan ko tuh da beranak 2 da,ko bile lg?"

xpun,
trus serang abah, tanya bila anak diew ni nk kawen
hahahaha
kelakar ok,sbb kawen is not easy for me.
bukan xpnah pkir nk kawen tp,bila difikirkan balik..
"sedia ke if i nk kawen?"
"blh kew i jlnkn tggjwb s isteri nnty?"
too many things across my mind bila sebut pasal kawen..

kahwin...perkahwinan...
dua perkataan tuh sebenarnya da bawak maksud yang cukup berat,dalamnyer mesti ade trust, love, give n take, tanggungjawab, hormat-menghormati, even sbenarnye banyak lagi bnda yang mesti diambil kira bila seseorang tuh da amik keputusan tuk having commitment.
atau,maybe aku yg takotkn komitmen?huhuhu
mungkin juga..
aku jadikan keluarga sendiri sebagai contoh,means org yang paling dekat dan aku boleh nampak setiap perkembangan hubungan tuh ataupun if any obstacle atau problem yang dowg lalui.bukanlah aku prejudis towards family sendiri,tp,apa yang kita nampak itulah akan bagi impact dalam diri kita. walau xbanyak tapi mesti akan ada segaris dua.
aku takutkan komitmen..aku belum sedia..melihatkan abang2 aku membuatkan aku ragu2 untuk amik keputusan yang sama.
keputusan yang akan buang status bujang dalam hidup aku.
gosh,ape yang im mumbling ni..
y suddenly i want to write about diz.maybe coz of the drama ive been watching lately
hahahaha emo giler
so,kesimpulannye..i'm scared of commitment.
hahaha ckp panjang2 lebar,tuh jew conclusionnyer?
bedd is having mental block now :P

tp,i still ade impian.
i nak happily married with person yg i taw akan jage i seumur hidup,loving me,willing to break thru anything,when i say anything,means,its rilly everything.
*bedd,tlg la,jgn wat ayat klamkabot hahaha
kadang2 i terpikir,y my brother marriage doesnt look lyke as our parent?
then i realize,nobody gonna be same. but,deep inside, i wish i can have experience just lyke my ibu n abah.

[i pnah kemas rumah once,clearing store etc. then,i found 1 decorative box in torn black plastic.
at first i wus curious coz,
wud the hell is dat?? terkejut ok tibe2 jmpe kotak n plastik itam huhuhu
then, when i open it..
i wuz suprise.it's full with my late ibu n abah's love letter..not directly jiwang2 surat la,
tp,they make sure to write 2 each other every week or once a month.. from the letter only i discover, after my along wuz born,
they lived separately due of working purpose. so,in the postcard, they gonna talk bout baby progress,how they miss each other and lots more.]

my abah n late ibu not-so-romantic-type but, we noe how much they love each other.
quarrel sumtyme,but thats asam garam rite.
like p.ramlee always said.. sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit in movie '3 abdul' if i not mistaken..hehehehe
shoo,i love watching all hiz movie,okay?
so,berbalik kt hal tadi,(me mmg suke menyimpang jauh dri topic normally kn :)
abah n ibu share almost everything together. for me,they r d most perfect couple 4 me.
(ya,i noe..every child gonna think same bout their parent,but,dunt forget,there still bunch out there who still cant get chances to have real family love)
dats y im lucky coz berpeluang to experienced it.
n i love my parent a lot,eventho ibu da pergi..
i still can see tears in abah eyes once in a while when he sat down alone.
ya allah,syukur aku padamu..berikan kami kesempatan untk berada dalam lingkungan kasih sayang ibu.memberi kami pengalaman paling bermakna sepanjang hayat ibu.kami redha ibu pulang ke pangkuan-mu.kerana kamu menyayanginya dan pasti melindungi dia,merahmati rohnya,tempatkan dia di kalangan umat2mu yang beriman,jauhkanlah dia dari seksaan nerakamu,alfatihah...

finally,to complete my entry.hehehe
im not to fussy or too choosy tp, i just want 2 find my soulmate that rilly suit me. n i taw, tuhan dah ciptakan semua umatnyer berpasangan. dats y i percaya one day,my companion will come so i can upgrade myself to extend to another level.
hahaha mcm main game lak,ade level2..
i noe im not perfect,dats y i gonna need u to completed me.. just lyke my abah completed my late ibu's lyfe.
ermm,is it too much im asking? x kn?haha tp,mmg sume orang ade dream,just tgk whether we can achieve it or not jew kn..i hope i can reach myne..insyaallah..
so,skank sy mau truskan aktiviti mencari org seswai tuk me 4 d whole lyfe hak3
tata!

new day..

2009-11-23T09:34:00.000+08:00

i believe everything happen 4 a reason.
no matter how much he loves me or how much he mean to me..
but still,if there's maseh xde strong bounding between..
maybe xde jodoh lah tu..
sumtyme,when im sitting by myself, i realize i cant cope wit person dat cant accept me as who i am.
or,is it too little tyme for us to knoe each other?
i dunt know..
but,for now,i'll let tyme decide. anything best that Allah s.w.t da tentukan for me,i'll just wait n see.maybe i just have 2 be sabar n the tyme will come. :P
for now,im heppy beink myself,over n over again.hehehe
que sera sera,wud will be,will be..
so,enjoy my lyfetyme la sambil tuh.hak3
the end.

....blurry....

2009-11-12T07:48:00.000+08:00

lots to write but no mood..
guess those moody n lazyy cloud still in my brain.
arghhhhh....

saya rindu............kalian

2009-10-15T15:23:00.000+08:00

juz beink alone n suddenly there's sum melancholic feeling crossing huhuhu.mybe im mishing them..(atau sbb hormon gals yg melanda diri ni hahahaha) tp,yg pastinya,mmg saye sentiase rindu mereka yg muncul dlm hidup saye..

1. Che Esah @ Rohani Mohamad (my late ibu,always mishing her..another 12days,it mean u've leaving us for 5 years already.feel lyke bru smlm i still can hugged u,boraque wit u,laugh wit u,share how i feel,everything 2 u)
2. Mohd Sharif Rajab (abah saye.die tggal kt bahau,our home shweet home. saye rindu die sbb da lame saye xblik kampung,die nk mkn saye masak.xpe k bah,mggu ni kaklang blik,n we clebrate raye togehergether)
3. Siti Nur Diyana ( my little sista,in fact she the only sista i ada pon :p degil,tp,msih dgr ckp gak,now she's in nilai,currently doink her matric.wish u okay there n doink gewd in study k dik)
4. Farah Aliya Natasya ( ini baby saya.skarang da darjah 1 pon.cpat btol tyme flies.. i loff her much2.seeing her growing up,my cute bubly-manyak-songeh-baby always.maklang saaayaaang farah)
5. Daniel Haziq (baby saya juge.. adik yg bnyak mulot n kdg2 kite x expect sum sort of ayat o question kuar dari die :) bwu nk msuk 5 thun. adik syg maklang x? sbb maklang saayyaang adik)
6. Norlaili Abu Bakar ( she's my best frenz since i wuz 4 years old. we growing up together,sumtyme ade gak catdog fight tp,lite2 jew :) even kami jawoh,die sntiase kawan baik saya)
7. Mr PoohBeez ( ini patong-5inci-pooh-pkai-baju-lebah saye..tp, ade orang da ambil n xpulangkn it back.i mish to hug it while im shleeping.. *abe,antarlah blik poohbeez tuh* patung tuh saye bli sndiri n saye sayang diew)
8. Kawan Atma Saye ( kawan baik saye.die taw almost everything bout me now.saya sedeyh saya cari diew,happi pon cari diew,sbb die always be my supporter in no matter wud happen pon.diew baik sgt,sbb die kawan baik saya,saya harap if die kawen,die blh dpt gal yg plg perfect bg dorang)

9. Kawan Sekolah Rendah Saye ( byk sangat.how i mish i blh ltak sume name kt cni hehee..u guys hv neva been forgotten.always in ma mynd,coz too many memories we've gone thru in little tyme.mereka sangat ramai dan saya rindu mereka sgt,ingin jumpe mereka)

10. Kawan Sekolah Menengah Saye ( ini pon saya rindu,kwn2 mase sekolah smkdm,sonok even pndah lambat.sume benda we've been thru kt stu..even i dunt noe cmner blh jd pngawas tp,pngai ya ampuunn hahahaha.. i still remember kite pnjat pagar,ponteng klas,n pg lpak tepi sungai hahaha mkn choki2 n eskrim ptg lg..sonoknyer zaman sekolah)

11. Kawan DIA Saye (eventho just 2 sem kt stu,its fun coz till now we still keep in touch.dorang kawan2 sedeyh,sonok,strezz,giler saye kt sane.ade bnda best n bnda xbest kt stu tp, it doesnt matter,mereka memang kwn2 saya yg slumber n syg mereka)

12. Kawan MIIMians Saye (when i enroll miim lak,wisau if xblh nk get myself comfortable.but,meeting new friends there make me feel accepted hahaha macam2 bnda jd kt sane,seronot even tmpat tuh da start turn out jd ntah hape2 haha pon byk jmpe kwn kt sni n glad it still going on :p)

pari-pari saya,
saya mahu ikot terbang.
jumpa kekasih2 hati saya.
rindunya saya.
bawa saya terbang.
tuk bertemu mereka2.
walau cuma sekejap.
saya mahu cium dahi mereka,
tanda kasih, tanda cinta, tanda sayang, tanda rindu..
siapa mereka di hati saya..
sangat rindu..

kEnaNgaN tErinDah....

2009-10-15T12:37:00.000+08:00

"Ya Allah,cucurilah rahmatmu ke atas roh ibuku,tempatkanlah beliau dikalangan mereka2 yang beriman,ampunilah segala dosa2nya,kau jauhkanlah dia dari seksaan api neraka mu..sesungguhnya dari engkau dia datang, dan kini dia kembali disisimu." Al-fatihah buat ibu ~CHE ESAH@ ROHANI BT MOHAMAD~

Ibu,
arini 15 oktober datang lagi...kalau ibu masih ada,mesti kaklang boleh cium pipi ibu..
"selamat hari jadi ke-58..kaklang nak cakap moga ibu panjang umur so,ibu akan sentiasa ada sepanjang kaklang belajar untuk teruskan hidup kaklang.tp,kaklang redha..ibu pergi dengan tenang even i need to be on my own after that till now..."

its been 5 years since u left us,tp,rasa macam baru semalam..kadang2 mimpikan ibu,mcm karma bila kenangan tyme kecik2 datang dalam mimpi..benda tuh keep berulang coz wud ever im goink thru in my lyfe..i believe u always there to support me,to be with me..

i've been making a lot of mistake in my lyfe,since i was small..i noe when u scold me,beat me or else..ur intention wuz gewd..and im glad u did that..if not,i wont be the same person as i am now.Just rite now,when i need sumbody to share my happinez,joy,pain o sorrow..i feel lost,even u gonna b by myside,i cant talk with u virtually..cant hug u when i'm sad,cant lay my head on ur shoulder anymore...kaklang rindu sangat tyme2 mcm dulu tuh..even,i anak yang degil,suke melawan and buat benda ibu xsuka..tp,ibu and abah tetap dpt bentuk kaklang jadi diri kaklang sekarang.... tuhan jew tahu,how much i mish u and sumtyme i wish u still here to be wif me..tp,tuhan maha kaya,dia sayang ibu,sebab tuh ibu pergi dulu..kaklang harap ibu tenang kat sana dan sampai sekarang kaklang masih belajar untuk sentiasa usaha jadi anak yang ibu n abah boleh banggakan...

ibu,
kadang2 kaklang selalu cakap ngan abah..kami rela and lega ibu pergi and tenang disamping-Nya..coz kami xsampai hati tgk if ibu sedih ngan ahli keluarga kita yang lain.sebelum ibu pergi,mungkin tyme tuh im not matured enuff lagi tok faham..kenapa mesti ada family politic o sikap stabbing back dlm family... kadang2 hati ni bertanya
"kenapa tyme ibu ada dulu,keadaan tak mcm ni?"
setiap keluarga mesti ada masalah masing2,kaklang sakit hati tgk "mereka" sakitkan o lukakan hati ibu n abah. juz becoz im younger than them buat dorg ego kew?napew dorg yang ibu n abah da bekalkan pelajaran tinggi blh buat benda2 mcm ni?
Ibu,lepas ibu pergi,kaklang selalu balik jenguk abah kt bahau, sejak ibu takde,kaklang banyak luahkan semuanya kt abah. and abah pernah kata
"dia rela ibu pergi dulu dari dia coz dia xsanggup nk biarkan ibu hidup sendiri andai dia pergi dulu..dia xnak ibu rasa keperitan hidup sorang2 dengan sikap anak2 ibu,atau sesiapa saja yang boleh buat ibu sedih..dia xsanggup tgk ibu derita o makan hati tanpa dia kt sebelah ibu".
tp,sejak ibu pergi..kaklang tgk banyak perubahan dalam family..perubahan yang jugak buat kaklang fikir..mujur ibu tenang kat sana so ibu xperlu rasa keperitan sekarang..
xperlu kaklang nk burukkan adik-beradik o ipar-duai sendiri tp,kaklang kecewa dengan apa yang da jadi..abah makan hati n pendam everything..kaklang sedih..mungkin kaklang bkn anak yang terlalu baguz atau membanggakan tp, i still think i can make a difference.and,im glad i make it..tp,kaklang akan berusaha sebaik boleh untuk abah n nana.wud ever pon,sumtyme
deep inside,i wish u still here to be wif us,ur my strength,my everything...

apepon,ibu jangan risau,selagi mampu,kaklang akan jaga abah n nana...kaklang hidup sekarang untuk tengok dorang bahagia.
insyaallah,dalam hidup kaklang tiada ralat coz i think ive making you happie before ur leaving us,mcm kaklang janji dgn ibu sebelum ibu tutup mat..
kaklang akan jaga family mcm ibu jaga family kita..abah,nana penguat semangat kaklang sekarang...tp,ibu akan tetap ada dgn kaklang kn?ibu akan sentiasa b by myside n support me in anything im doink kn? becoz,all my lyfe,u n abah is always there n not gonna out from my heart..
selagi kaklang masih bernafas,ibu n abah lah penguat hidup kaklang.
~pelangi hati saya~

selamat ulang tahun ibu..
salam sayang,kaklang~

my lil sissy...

2009-10-13T14:33:00.000+08:00

diz is my luvly sista...
in diz few days,she turned out 18,hurm..xsangka da besar da my lil sis ni..kaklang always harap u gonna b d best in ur own way dear.make us proud k?
even,me annoyed u sumtyme,mrh2 n wud so ever..
hope u noe,deep inside i love you lil sista..u jew adik yang i ade...selagi i mampu,i jage u,amik berat bout u,happy upcoming burfday siti nur diyana bt mohd sharif..
(sorrie letak gmbar ko jd alien kt sni hahaha)

hope u get everything u wish fer!
take care little sister..doa yag terbaik sepanjang perjalanan hidup adik.

insyaAllah....

"A" tag...hek3....

2009-06-19T10:37:00.000+08:00

Copy the questions below. Simply use the first letter of your name/nickname as your answer for each questions. You can't use any answer twice and don't use your own name for questions # 3 & 4. After you're done, tag 10 people.

1. What is your name? Azilah
2. A four letter word: Awan
3. A boy's name : Asrul
4. A girl's name : Aleeya
5. An occupation : Angkasawan
6. A color : Amethys blue
7. Something you wear : Anklet
8. A type of food : Ayam
9. Something found in the bathroom : Air freshener
10. A place : Auditorium
11. A reason for being late : Accident
12. Something you shout : Antoo ko!
13. A movie title : Anaconda
14. Something you drink : Apple blended
15. A musical group : Aerosmith
6. A street name : Ampang Road
17. A type of car : Astro Chevy
18. A song title : Ayat-ayat Cinta
19. A verb : Arrest

~kekeliruan~

2009-06-18T11:42:00.001+08:00

Aku pompuan.
Dia lelaki.

Aku comot.
Diahensem la jugak.

Aku xde kereta.
Dia ada kereta.

Aku cengeng.
Dia penyabar.

Aku degil.
Dia lagi degil.

Aku bising.
Dia tenang.

Aku malas(sikit).
Dia rajin.

Aku keras hati.
Dia lembut hati.

Aku kasar.
Dia lembut.

Aku suka masak.
Dia suka makan.

Aku masak lauk.
Dia akan makan.

Aku suka patung.
Dia suka aku.

Aku gila kamera.
Dia jurugambar.

Aku suka cerita kelakar.
Dia suka hantu beraksi.

Aku suka shopping.
Dia suka privasi.

Aku boleh berenang.
Dia boleh berenang.

Aku suka menyakat.
Dia pun suka menyakat.

Aku nk tgk the Nanny.
Dia nk tgk bola.

Aku tukang sepah.
Dia tukang kemas.

Aku panggil dia tomeyl.
Dia panggil aku tomot.

Aku kata, nyampah u!
Dia kata, I love u!

Senarai ini akan bertambah dari semasa ke semasa. Sedar xsedar walau banyak perbezaan,realitinya aku masih dengan dia. Betullah,jodoh ini penuh dengan hikmah. Tuhan banyak simpan rahsia. Rahsia-rahsia yang akan terbongkar dengan sendirinya. Mungkin dalam senarai ini,semasa kita masih berkahwin,bayangkan apa lagi senarai akan tercatat selepas berkahwin..hurm,msti melambak huhuhu
Bila aku dapat senaraikan perkara di atas satu-persatu, aku senyum-senyum sendiri,kdg2 benci diri sendiri...tp, Allah memang Maha Adilkan. Kadang2 orang yang kita benci dan banyak perbezaan antara kita tuh..mungkin itu yang Tuhan tetapkan untuk kita.
Jadi, jangan disoal-soal pada Tuhan jika kau tidak dijodohkan dengan pujaan hati. (even sebenarnya hingga kini aku bertanya,mengapa yang satu itu xpernah keluar dari hati aku?)
Macam aku, pernah tanya Tuhan, kenapa --------- tidak pilih aku?
JawapanNya aku dah nampak jelas... (tp,dlm hati aku,harapan itu masih tinggi sebenarnya huhuhu)

happie burfday to me!!!

2009-06-12T13:53:00.001+08:00

liplapliplap mate ni,today da my 24th burfday..hahaha
tua sudah..
"syukur alhamdulillah,,doaku moga dipanjangkan umur,hidup diberi keberkatan,dimurahkan rezeki,kebahagiaan,dan segala yang terbaik untukku.amin....."
too many thing happen during my 24th year ni..tp,my wish is still da same..me nk achieve all goods in my lyfe..me nk make my abah proud,arwah ibu feel calm there..dunt worry bu,kaklang manage to jage diri n family.insyaallah selamanya begini..
bile datang jew tarikh 12 june setiap tahun bermakna angka dalam hidup berubah lagi..
ibu,terima kasih lahirkan kaklang..berkan kaklang ruang untuk hidup dan berada di bumi Allah ini..Tanpa ibu n abah,xkan wujud kaklang n kebahagiaan yang dapat kaklang rasa skank ni..
tahu ni jugak tahun ke-5 kaklang xdapat dengar ibu wish 4 my burfday,kiss me during my burfday,tp,kaklang taw ibu tenang kat sana.dats y i'm redha get thru my lyfe coz no matter happens,u still in my heart.
ur my strength,my everything....
Abah pown tiap tahun akan nyanyi lagu selamat ari jadi kt kaklang..hehehe
abah xpnah lupew ari lahir kaklang..eventho ade familia yang laen terlupe..
maybe downg tak lupew,tp xberkesempatan nk wish kn..
wud ever pown,me remeber everyone..i x harap hadiah or ape2 yang unexpected pown..just want a little thought in ur mind...xpelah .cut it out,bedd!!
(its ur beday shud b heppy kn hehehe)
ok...
tiz year jugak 1st tyme me sambut burfday wit Mr Buyubuyu..hehehehe
ade sumthing die nk bg..apew ekk?
cant wait la plak hakhak2
keji sangat mintak2 adiah ni tp,bkan selalu kn..
blh la b,blh la..my burfday setawon sekalik jew taw hihihi
mlm td...
Mr Buyubuyu of coz la jd owg first yang wish fer my burfday hehehe
then my little sista..(gosh,i love u sista even slalu crack cm kucing n tikus..tom jerry..hahaha)
and to all my frens yang wish my burfday.thanks a lot guys..
u rilly made my day..i love you guys n hope our fwenship neva ends..
muahmuahh...
so,dengan ini..secara rasminya pada 12 june 2009,saya adalah 24 tawon hukhuk (mude ag tuh..kewl)

*both us tyme konvoi wit vivac clan... :)
*its me.. BURFDAY GAL....

nk tkar hairstyle lg laa....

2009-04-23T11:34:00.000+08:00

#rayer 2007..

#july 2008...

#rayer 2008

#march 2009...

#still ag..
adush,nk merasa wambot pnjang...serabot..maintainkn ala2 middle length la nampaknyer..
xpew..
(* dear mr buyu2,mari ke de maxx saloon..kitew wat wambot samer2 nk? ^mate kelip2^)

kejew..kejew...

2009-03-27T11:30:00.000+08:00

banyak plak invitation card yang nk kna siapkn ni huhuhu
tp fun,coz pink diew menyenangkan mata i hahaha
invitation card anyone??

*sila abaikan workplace i yang serabot tuh hehehehe

ahad yang penat..

2009-03-25T13:26:00.000+08:00

hehehe
pnat btol last ahad arituh.. ajak my other half g exercise la konon..jalan2 round tasik permaisuri nearby our house tuh. tup2..diew bawak me jogging ntah brape km ntah..siyez pnat giler hahaha {da lamer kot xjogging n exercise.} me sempot sekejap.hihihi boleh plak my other half gelakkn i coz i yang menggatai sgt ajak nk exercise skali pancit hahahahaha but,that was fun tho..spending tyme together meluruhkan lemak2 yang adew ni kn hehehe tp,after jogging tuh,for sure la perut lapa aite.. we drove back home then singgah kt NYONYA KOPITIAM,area umah kiteorang ni jew.. he had nasi goreng seafood n otak2,while me order nasi lemak nyonya..OMG!!! apew gune beria2 jogging td tu,if paz tuh mkn berlemak kn hahahaha but,its ok la,take it as a treat for myself sekali sekala kn :P

this is what i had..yummy nasi lemak with chicken hahahaha (bedd,pls b serious if u want 2 diet)

big?fat?thin?skinny?

2009-03-23T15:34:00.000+08:00

hurm.rase cm nk story mory but,lack of mood n tyme la plok.. later2 la now,sambung blik.. hurm,everytime i dgr my sis mengeloh,gemok2,biler nk kurus ni hahahaha (dik,u have to kurang mkn..hahaha then everything gonna b ok) tp,kadang2 bertanya gak kt diri sndiri,bguz ke kurus tuh?trok sgt kew if gemuk? and banyak ag persoalan yang akan timbul dalam pale otak ni..kenapa xboleh gemok? its not a crime i guess..tp,yup,some people got their own mentality,opinion,kite xboleh larang rite... tp,base on research,kalo gemok tp fit n sehat tuh is ok ag,as long jage kesihatan rite? kurus terlampau t jd anoreksia plak,agpown,sum people yang kurus sangat maybe boleh jd xsihat.kurang protein lah,kurang vitamin,fat of course and other elements that our body need. tp,i didnt blame for anyone,i talk thru experience.. i used 2 b gal with obesity problem,which skarang i mmg kna make sure to maintainkn my figure..its not that i hate the fact i'm fat before tp,frankly speaking.dengan badan yang lebih ringan memudahkan my everyday lyfe.i struggle for (gosh! i didnt know how long i da jd big ppl without any kesedaran)hahahahaha lamer giler,ye lah,tyme study mkan ditanggung..apew lg nk pkir?juz g klaz,wat assignment n others jew. T_T * see i told u,how lazy i am 2 exercise *sigh* tp,when i start 2 work,i realize..owh,i need 2 reduce my weight...so,i start to learn bout healthy eating,what's good n bad,a little tyme for my self n mcm2 la..thanks to a lot of magazine,friend support n for sure my family.{psst* even downg bengang coz me da xbyak mkn cam dlu,so,sapew nk geng downg mkn yummy2 hahahaha} it took me almost 2 years nk meluruhkan semua lemak2 yang selama ni i duk lekatkn kt bdn ni hehehe but,i need 2 admit,it was terribly hard!!! tp,glad i make it :) now,i juz nk maintainkn jew..so,that's my experience....

tis is me when i overweight dulu.huhuhuhu da la dri family rangka dinasour haha phm2 sudeh.....

(';') till now,i ckup mrh if others bercakap tntang mane2 my friend yang big size. "hey! i used 2 b one.i noe how they feel,ok" tp,still xsalah sebenarnya,they can always be anyone they ever wanted.. its ur will,hehehehe pnat da membebel ni,just to share, {here i found my old gmbar dulu n now hahahaha....wud ever it is..im happy wif myself}

makan makan...

2009-03-23T13:47:00.001+08:00

arituh lapa sgt..
so,my other half ni mmg jnis ske mam plak kn.
so,dri Cheras kiteowang pown travel la smpai Klang tuh semata2 mata nk mkn kt black canyon coffee house.
gOsh!! suka sgt ngn makanan yang dorang sediakan kt sini..everytime makan mmg jarang la nk ngomel..
just mkn,mkn,tp,,oopsie..
jgn over sudeh..badan naek t sapew nk jwb kn... :))

*moncit kn popia diew?hahahahaha tp sdap....

tp mmg ni port favourite kami kalo nk mkn di ujung minggu la kn..
so,me makan america fried rice,other half plak amik rice with chicken,prawn n chilli stir fry.yummy!
additional dish plak prawn tom yam (udang besau n delicious taw),mix vege yang mmg jd my feveret coz banyak sgt mushroom dlm tuh,n my other half punyer feveret,spring roll yang pnoh sgt filling diew.hahaha
# kami paggil ia popia moncit
ooppsie,gmbar tomyam ngn sayo xpat post..
coz other half da balun dulu
hahahaha

entri tanpa nama...

2009-03-23T13:17:00.001+08:00

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore

And love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart but please don't break it
Love was made for me and you

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore

And love is all that I can give to you
Love, love, love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart but please don't break it
'Cause love was made for me and you
I said love was made for me and you
You know that love was made for me and you

what's next?

2009-03-23T09:17:00.000+08:00

kdang2 bertanye pada diri,
ape yang aku mahu?
ape yang perlu aku buat?
betol ke jalan yang aku pilih..
yeah..sumtimes ppl get confuse..
tp,kadang2 orang ckap..maybe its not your tyme yet..
peningnyer..
aku nk sambung study tp between 2 choices..
which one shud i choose..
huhuhuhu
abah nk aku smbung multimedia design,so ianyer kesinambungan la dgn keje aku s graphic designer now,,,,
but,deep in my heart..
i rilly wanna try sum thing new..
which i noe i'm gonna love it..
i wish to further course berkaitan cooking and foodie or at least..
berdepan ngan geng2 yang aku suke layankn tuh..
early childhood learning..
i tot its goink2 b fun..ajar kids,sing along..gosh!!
lyke dat!
penin2..

enrollment is just around the corner,pkir..pkir..pkirr....

bengang!!!!!!!

2008-10-08T10:17:00.001+08:00

eee..bengang giler dengan makhluk yang tak reti-reti nk trime hakikat..
da r perasan bagus paztu nk blagak baguz n btol sntiasa lak tuh..btol2 buat aku hangen....
bodowh btol!!!huh!
smlam,aku kna kidnap ngn ex aku yg cm bangang..
siyes gear gak perot aku tyme diew kuarkan pisau rambo diew.kaler biru.
siyes mamat ni psiko..
ya allah..selamatkanlah hambamu ini..
diew maseh xpat trime aku ngn die xde ubungan dah juz bcoz aku yang mintak lpas..konon ego tercabar r kna tinggal ngn awek.maklom sum guys ni ego melangit..they prefer to dump gurl instead of beink dumped..gosh~!!!
bertekak ngn owg mcm ni pown xkemana.dowg nk gak menang,rase diri tuh bgus sgt.
bengang giler akuh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
da ar sebok ganggu family aku,die still pkir diew bguz n aku akan fall on him again..plishhhhhhhhh........
mati idop blik pown namoh aku..
sejak break n diew xpat trima hakikat tuh,ketara pangai die lain..
dark side of him yang selama ni xpnah reveal kt aku...
cam syiot....... penin aku..
gonna stop diz thing bfore he started to destroying mylyfe again n again..
eeeeee!!!!!geraaaammmmmmmm............

rayer..yang indah..

2008-10-07T16:11:00.000+08:00

hurm..raya tawon ni sonok la sangat coz

1)my abg blik dgn ank2 buah aku yang comel dan petah tuh
hehehehhe bapak aku mmg hepi giler cucu diew blik...apewpown sonok bkumpul seisi kuarga ni...bkn selalu kn..
mcm makcik diew lah...oppss,over plak..mc biase la bdk2 antara org pling hepi bile tibe musim raya kn..maklomlah...dpt duet raye..mcm kite plak kna la kuarkan duit raye.eish..eish....*sigh* tp,apepown,format raya tuh da mmg sinonim ngan bdk2 dpt weit,mak bapak budak kuar weit raye..tp,aku blom kawen,bknler mak budak kn.hihihik

2)neway,sonok gak rayer diz year coz clbrate wif my bb jimbit...
love u bb....ni tawon pertame we clbrate raye bersama..even jawoh tp,telefon xlpaz lgsg raya tawon ni
hahaahaahahaha angau btol...
tp,mmg aku cukup syang mamat jimbit ni..ni lah warne warne keidopan aku..
(*psst-bb,u kaler cm nippon paint tuh kn dlm idop i?)hahahahahaha

3)sebab ketigenya,raye tawon ni meriah sket,serbe serbi ada beza arr..since da tkar tmpat keje ni kn..
phm2 la..alhamdulillah rezeki kitew same2 la share kn..amiin....

4)hurm..dpt mkn!!!!
besh siot mkanan tyme raye...al maklom bfore dat puase sbulan hak3
apew pown kt ataz meja..nasi impit kuah kacang gak yang dicari...tp,still xpat lawan rasa masakan yang arwah ibu masak.hukhuk

dalam kesibukan n keseronokan beraya..
msti ada gak yang xbesh sgt..
tawon ni raya keempat kaklang beraya tanpa ibu..
ibu,semoga rohmu dicucuri rahmat,ditempatkan di kalangan mereka2 yang beriman,sejahteralah ibu disana :'(
al'fatihah....................................
n i mish u sho much...i'm nothing without u here...huhuhuhuhuhu
gosh,diz part can turn me on..jd sedeyh giler biler tringat...apepown...
semadilah ibu dengan tenang...amiin..

wacky..wacky....

2008-10-07T15:56:00.000+08:00

ini mmg first note dlm blog ni..
sebelum terlambat juz nk wish selamat hari raya kepada semua muslimin muslimat
maaf zahir dan batin..
dari kami berdua......